Ravens pov
(Raya in mm)
Ok so it's been about a month and im finally off my crutches but I still wear a brace on my leg per doctors orders just for another couple months but it's fine but today I have finally decided to try and talk to my sister
I am gonna eventually try and build a relationship with all my siblings but I wanna start where the problem began so im about to pull up to my moms house and I know for sure she's not home because
I have mesmerized there schedule over the past couple times I've been over there but I finally pull up and park my car then I got out to see just Rayas car in the driveway which was great so I walked up to the porch
Then knocked I had to wait a few seconds before she opened the door but she eventually and rolled her eyes as soon as she seen me "momma is at work" I nodded "I know I came here to talk to you"
She looked at me stupid "look I already told momma and the court I apologize for breaking your ankle so I don't know what you have going on but....." I shook my head "no it's not about my ankle and you didn't break it my ankle was sprained
I just came here to have a talk with you because I have a few questions that all I even wanted to take you to go get some food" she rolled her eyes "why I don't even like you" I nodded "and that's what I'm trying to figure out you can tell me all the things I did to you over the years
While we eat seafood" she smirk trying to hold back a smile and said "ight fine let me get my keys and put my shoes on" I nodded then started walking back to my car
*time jump*
Ok so we are finally at the restaurant and we just sat down "you can get whatever you want I have my allowance credit card" she looked taken back "your more spoiled then I thought" I raised an eyebrow "is that why you don't like me"
She shrugged "there are plenty of reasons why I don't like you" I looked at her to continue but I guess she didn't get it "are you gonna tell me why I have spend the last 12 years confused on what made you start hating me"
She huffed "do you really wanna know" I nodded "your a fucking suck up all you do is get good grades,stay in the house,and stay out the way you never really had friends so momma didn't have to worry about you
Being out in these streets and then being compared to you since I was five years old is so fucking annoying Raven gets straight A's,Ravens room is probably clean,Raven would never break curfew it's stressful
Trying to live up to the standards of a person you barely know then every time you came to the house you would only talk to momma you would never acknowledge my daddy or Ray and River it's like you though you were better then is because
You go to a fancy school and live in a big house with you dad you make me sick" I nodded "I can see why your angry now and I have never told momma to compare me to y'all I get straight A's and stay in the house because I didn't have friends or anything to distract me
It was the only thing I could do then I never thought I was better than y'all ever since I was five you have treated me like an outcast like you hated me so I just kept my distance because I wasn't a fight and last but not least no disrespect but I will never
In a million years have respect for your dad after what him and momma did to my dad all he did was try to love her unconditionally but momma stepped outside the relationship and I'm not saying that's his fault that she did that
I'm saying it his fault that my father was almost killed by your dad the day you were born and I'm not blaming you I'm not even upset that you were born I just wish thing would have happened so much differently"
She looked confused at the last part of my sentence "what do you mean my dad tried to kill yours" I raised an eyebrow "you don't know" she shook her head "I think you should ask momma I don't think I should tell you plus you might not believe me"
She shook her head "you know her she's not gonna tell me shit plus you already brought it up so just tell me" I huffed "do you even know the story of how you are here today" she shrugged "I mean I know I was the product of an affair but
We don't really talk about it and I'm not allowed to bring it up or momma will get mad and my dad will just give me the silent treatment" I shook my head "ok how about this we can sit here and chill
Eat some food probably get to know each other a little then after we are done I can take you back to my house so my dad can better explain it because it's his story to tell and not mines" she looked hesitant
"I don't know momma said your daddy was a fucked up person" I nodded "he use to be but he changes his life for the better but he knows I'm with you today so I don't think he would mind answering a few questions so are you down"
She started to think for a few seconds then said "ight bet" I nodded "but whatever we tell you don't tell momma you got it from me"
"Ok"
