Ravens pov
"Ok so basically what your telling is that my momma Taylor Jasmine McDonald is a narcissist, manipulative,lying ass,cheater" my dad huffed "I mean that's how she used to be especially before she started going to therapy for her bipolar disorder
But I don't think you should think about your mom for what she did in her past from what I can tell she's a way better mother and person now" she shook her head "nah my daddy was in jail for 4 years of my life because of her,she ruined your career,and she made me hate my own sister
Why didn't you tell me this all before it makes so much fucking sense now she's fucking nuts" I sighed "because it wasn't my place to say yes I knew but I was never gonna hate you for what momma did plus you were already conceived off anger and cheating
I didn't want you to hate her because I did for a long time and it Doesn't solve anything and plus on top of that from what I have seen of your dad he will choose you and your siblings first even though he wasn't the best father to start off
So I didn't want you to go through what I was going through getting passed around in parking lots,watching your parents argue over small petty shit all the time,and you looking just like you dad for the first couple years of your life and momma looks at you in disgust
It hurts then I know my daddy loves me but I look and act just how my mom use to when they were younger so I know everyday I remind him of that pain he went through so I just tried to save you the identity crisis because I went through it and that shit fucking sucks" Raya had tears welling up in her eyes and said
"You think you were saving me but little did you know I started to hate her for my own reasons and constantly being compared to you wasn't even the main one momma stopped going to therapy after and taking her pills after she passed her mental
Health test with her Po and cps so she used to beat me senseless when she got angry at me claiming that I ruined her life saying that she wished I was never born and that I ruined her family but she thinks I don't remember because I was like 5
She always told me I would never be better than you and that she deserved better than me because I was ugly and dark just like my dad it was just so much but it's like after my brother was born she changed into a completely different person
She wasn't as angry anymore but she started to get really strict and just uptight and when I would fuck us she would call me useless and say I would never amount to anything she made me hate myself"
Raya was in full blown tears at this point which made my heart break I honestly didn't know what she was going through "oh my gosh Ray I had no idea she was treating you like that I'm so sorry" she shook her head
"No I'm sorry I hated you for something she did she made me hate you and you never grew up with any siblings because of it I'm so sorry" she hopped off the bar stool and engulfed me into a big hug which I accepted until I heard my dad say
"Well you both are older now and can make your own decisions so if y'all wanna make up for the past 17 years y'all can and Raya I looked at you as my own at one point so feel free to stay whenever you want"
She nodded "thank you but is that gonna be ok with your husband" he nodded "my husband is a very understanding man so I'm pretty sure he will welcome with open arms just like me I think you would really like him in vice versa "
She smiled "I really hope so
*time jump*
"Your dads are fucking great I'm so mad that I didn't get to meet them before hand" I laughed but it's been a few hours and a few more tears exchanged but after a couple of long talks me and my sister are on the best of terms we have ever been on
But it's getting close to her curfew and my mom texted her so I decided to take her home "I mean you met them now so I'm definitely gonna be inviting you to more and hopefully I can get closer to raylen and river to"
She nodded "them little niggas do whatever I say plus they never really hated you they just followed after me" I sighed whipping imaginary sweat off my forehead making her laugh
But before we could say anything else my momma walked out the house coming up to my car and banging on my window to which I rolled down before she broke it "yes momma"
She looked at me with anger seeping through her body "what are you doing with her" I looked confused "I just took her to get some food and we chilled is there a problem with me hanging out with my sister"
She rolled her eyes "when did y'all become so buddy buddy all of a sudden" I shrugged "a while ago but uhh it's getting late and I have school in the morning so Ray I'll text you later and bye momma"
Ray gave me a big hug before she hopped out my truck and my mom gave her a evil eye before she walked closer to my window "I don't know what you did or what your doing but stop it"
I was confused "you want me to stop hanging out with my sister" she sucked her teeth "I'm not saying that I just don't want you to teacher your little sister bad shit especially lord know what your learning living in that abomination of a house"
I huffed "we are both 17 and jrs in high school I'm pretty sure we know about the same amount of stuff but ima holler at you momma I love you"
