Ravens pov
"Raven tell us what's been going on you haven't really be talking to us lately what's going on with you and them" we just got in the house and my dads were trying to talk to me about them
"I mean it's really nothing or that's what I'm trying to make it" my dad raised his eyebrow "but why I thought they really liked you don't they" I nodded
"Yeah but they are bad for me and I'm no trying to get caught up in bs" my dad looked even more confused "I don't get what your trying to say explain it to me"
"They are both very attractive,smart,tall,athletic and also popular but with all that comes drama like what happened today with the Jackie girl she was so he'll bend on getting Brandon it leading
Into an altercation and being suspended when if I never met them could have been avoided"
My pops shook his head "baby you can't always run from your problems especially ones that involve your relationship because a relationship is not supposed to be perfect if it is it's not real
All I heard was you name good qualities about them two and when they come over the house all you do is smile I don't think you should let what your scared of define your life I have been seeing a lot of change in you
Over the last couple months and I love it frankly I was happy you got into a fight and won because I want you to be tough and not let anybody run over you
I've always loved the young lady you were but now I love you even more now that you have people taking out of your shell showing what type of person you actually are I'm not saying just give them a chance because that's 200%
Your decision but I would just say don't take that option all the way out the picture baby be realistic with what you want because if you expect a prince you'll be lonely for a long time"
I huffed ok maybe he's right and fuckkkk I have to apologize to Key I was so scared of getting my heart broken that I was just saying fuck everybody in every situation
I feel like shit
*time jump*
"Raven the door" I quickly ran up the steps to see my dads sitting in the coach as I went to go answer the door which had Payton and Brandon standing on the other side of it
So I just opened the door and walked back to my room without a word and they just followed behind me
Then when we finally got back to my room I took a seat on my bed "so what do y'all wanna talk about" I said as I grabbed my phone turning off my music
"You know why we are here" i scuffed "yeah I know but I also mentioned that your waisting your time" Brandon nodded "yeah we heard you but we wanna know besides Jackie and us knowing a lot of people why is it a no"
This is a huge one the biggest reason why I wouldn't date them "y'all hid each other" they both looked at me confused "what do you mean by hid" Payton said
"Y'all hid y'all's relationship for how ever long y'all have been together and when I get in a relationship I don't wanna be hidden I'm not saying I want you to always post me and be around me 24/7 but like
I at least want people to know that we are both in a relationship"
They nodded "well people know we date now so what's your next excuse" I shook my head "it took someone to expose y'all's relationship for y'all to keep it a stack and y'all were really keeping shit on the low for nothing everybody don't care"
"First off it's nothing wrong with being private we are both really well known so just having him to myself when we are alone just feels good I didn't feel the need to post my business
That shits dumb"
I looked at them stupid "if you like having your man to yourself why the fuck do you want me see this is the shit I'm talking about y'all's whole relationship confuses me I don't get it
What do y'all want with me"
"We wanna fucking love you why the fuck don't you want love" Brandon said getting slightly upset "I wanna be loved I just don't think I'm ready for the love y'all have the way y'all love is not the way I love
Or y'all don't love the way I know I wanna be loved I wanna be held kissed on and touched on not hidden I'm not a fucking secret and all that flirting with other girl shìt that shits not rocking with me
I have observed y'all's relationship and I don't give a fuck how good you treat me on the inside the same treatment should be going for the outside for others to see also
I don't mean to throw shots but since y'all won't leave the situation alone that's how I feel about it"
They both looked at me in disbelief "I mean I could keep going but y'all probably would wanna fight me after words" Payton looked at me for a couple of seconds then said
"You know what maybe we should have just left you alone I really need to learn my lesson trying to fix broken people maybe you need to fix the relationship with your mom and then you would learn how to treat people"
My mouth dropped but before I could even say anything else Payton was walking on even though my words weren't a direct attack to her they were for both of them but bringing my mom into it after I told her
How my relationship with my mom is was uncalled for "you can follow your little girlfriend I think we are done here" Brandon just shook his head and ran after Payton
I fucking hate it here sometimes
