Ravens pov
After my dad asked me that I looked up to see them both staring daggers into me "sorry I'll keep my music down next time" I said still not looking up
"Raven Tiana Davis look at us" my heart fucking dropped but I looked up to see my father making a face that I didn't recognize which is rare because it's not sadness disappointment or anger so I don't know what to expect
"What we're y'all doing in your room earlier and from what I heard I don't suggest lying" I looked at Payton and Brandon as they sat there cool as a fucking fan eating their food I guess because my parents comments were only directed towards me
"We weren't doing anything but chilling that's all" my dad made a face at me like I was stupid "nothing huh pull your hair up and let everybody see your neck Raven"
My eyes damn near bugged out my head because Payton left plenty of hickeys in my neck so I just decided to keep my hair down but my dads being you know my dads for 17 years of my fucking life they know I can't stand having my hair down while I eat
I don't like hair in my eyes or face when I'm trying to eat my food I didn't have in my dinner bun "I'm cold" I said quickly
"Raven" ok now I'm scared because my dad James is the disciplinarian I don't get hit and I've never gotten beat but he yells more and just finds dumb ass punishment for me when I'm in trouble
But I know when pops steps in the mix I'm in big fucking trouble so I just let out a huff and took my scrunchie off my wrist to tie my hair up which showed every hickey I was given and you could even see how red my
Chest was from how hard Payton was slapping and pinching my boobies which I really have to talk to them about because I don't know if that is supposed to bring me pleasure I don't know if
I'm crazy or they are but we need to get to the bottom of this "I'm gonna ask you one question and be completely honest with me did they force you to have sex with them Raven don't lie"
All three of us started to choke on our food in complete shock "what no what are you talking about" my dad just nodded his head and said
"Ok I was just making sure but now what's going on between you three because y'all are not all just friends"
I just shook my head I would rather them start with that question "we did not have sex and they did not take advantage of me but as far as your last question goes it's complicated"
My pops raised his eyebrow "complicated how" I looked at him stupid for a second but then had to remember he was my dad "just that it complicated we all want different thing so for now we are just complicated and we are fine for right now"
My dad nodded "so what happens when one of y'all don't wanna be complicated anymore" we all looked at each other and shrugged "I mean I guess we'll just figure it out when we get there but for right now we good right"
I looked over to Payton and Brandon watching them nod there head in agreement "ok Raven you know we supposed all your choices and all we have to say is y'all be safe be careful be mindful and take your time
Literally and figuratively but for future reference can y'all please do whatever y'all was doing down there when we are not home like we would much rather you not have sex at all because your our little girl but we would rather
You be safe in the comfort of our home then off doing some crazy shit" I scratched the back of my head in embarrassment and said "yeah sorry that won't happen again but think about it as payback yall"
My dads both looked like they seen a ghost "yeah the air vents work both ways I hate this house" everyone at the table burst out with laughter then we continue to eat
*Time jump*
"Baby girl can I ask you a question" all three of us were currently laying in my bed because they asked my dads could they spend the night and of course my dads said yes because it's Friday
And we don't have school tomorrow "wassup what wrong" I said turning to Payton "so what will happen when one of us is not ok with complicated anymore" I huffed as I laid back laying in between them and said
"To be completely honest I don't want our relationship to be complicated but if I'm being honest with myself I don't think I'm ready you see how fast I was ready to leave
Over two little inconveniences lord know what else will happen and I don't know how I'm gonna react so I just don't wanna get y'all hopes up or hop into something knowing I'm not ready"
"But that's the good of a relationship y'all are supposed to grow together teach each other and help one another I know you might be scared but I promise it will all be worth it in the end" Brandon said
"That might be true but I still need time and I promise if my mind doesn't change within a week I'm gonna tell y'all so we can cut it short it's not my intention to lead y'all on if I am I really like y'all but I just need time"
Payton then turned to me and said "you have been in the city and our lives for almost a month now your not getting rid of us I'm not saying we are in love but we feel a connection to you I don't know it is"
Oh brother
