Never Meant to (Book one of series)

Author Notes

Hello all my wonderful readers. I am doing this because some people are not happy about who Ace ends up choosing. 🤔

Did you always know who he would choose?
No. I was going back in forth with myself just like you all were.

Why did you choose him?

I know some of you loved Ace and Zhi, but truth is, Zhi did not treat Ace good. It's almost like he dealt with him, when and if he wanted. You could even say he just loved the way he made him feel sexually. He emotionally drained Ace, damn near the entire book, until the last like 5 chapters.
Then he all of sudden realized he does want him. It was too many heartbreaks, too late.

Why the threesome?

It was really to bring to the light that Ace still wanted Zhi and wasn't completely sure about Trouble. No matter what Zhi did to him, he still had control over him. Ace had to find the courage to not fall back into Zhi's flip flopping feelings. Trouble ALWAYS wanted Ace.

Trouble seem a bit iffy towards the end.

Trouble was well aware of Ace's true intentions, he did 'okay' him to invite Zhi. But understand, this was because he knew that's what he wanted, he wanted him to be honest with himself. It also helped him to see that Ace was still having deep feelings for Zhi.
I maybe could have written the last two chapters better and not made it seem like he was trying to be sneaky and sleep with Zhi. That was not my intentions. Trouble is all for Ace.

By no means is Trouble innocent. He could of just called Ace out on all of this and never initiated the threesome. In a way, I guess it was get back, he tried to make Ace jealous. But it backfired and he almost lost him to Zhi.

They all could have handled that situation better.

Why can't they stay friends?
Would you want the person you're dating to have an ex like Zhi? Ask yourself that.😂

On a serious note, they can't be around each other without hurting each other or f**king each other. They need to get away from the toxicity and breathe. They are still young. Maybe they can try again when they mature.

Was "Tell Me Again" the final chapter?

Honestly, I'm not sure 🤭

I just can't even finish reading it. Why did it end that way? He doesn't deserve him.

I'm sorry to the readers who didn't get the happy ending they wanted. It was always going to end this way, now this I did know. Unfortunately, a lot of hearts were broken along the way. Have you ever had to listen to that one friend complain about how such and such is no good. You ask "well why keep going back?" They never can answer. It makes you literally want to pull out your hair. You hate your friend is dealing with that, but if that's what they want 🤷🏽‍♀️ This is exactly the same thing. I don't write for happy endings, because realistically, we don't always get one, just because we want it.

If anyone wants me to address anything else. Comment below.

Thank you all.
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