Chapter 37

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Jungkook's POV

I was laying on my bed, just staring at ceiling. I couldn't sleep and it was already 2 AM. Since my conversation with Namjoon today in the office, I couldn't stop thinking. Time is really precious, I learned that with my parents and Jimin (his husband). They were taken away from me too soon, but with Jimin (meaning present Jimin), seeing Taehyung happy with Hoseok, and now Namjoon liking Seokjin, it's like the world is rewarding us finally. Taehyung had his share of relationships, but it just didn't work. Namjoon, Yoongi just didn't want to get into ones, and me with them, after Jimin, I couldn't and didn't want to put myself into one, first because nobody could replace my husband and second, the only thing I was yearning to do, is building myself, my career, my success and REVENGE. 

But than I met Jimin (the present one), and of course at first it was amazing for me to just see "Jimin's familiar face", it was like a living picture. It gave me comfort, but than I started to know Jimin more and it wasn't even the replacement of my husband, it was like falling in love with the different Jimin and it's amazing. 

And I am starting to think, am I going to slow with this with Jimin. I don't want to lose him, he is so vibrant, smart and beautiful. We know each other for now three months. Gosh, I need some air. 

I went outside on my balcony, I take a deep breath and go towards the railing. I grip tightly on them, and just letting myself breath. 

I look up at the sky, and I know it sounds crazy, but I just started to talk to no one. 

"Hi Jimin. It's me your husband. Sorry, to interrupt, I know you've probably up there spending time with your parents. I don't know what to do, my love. It's hard for me to let you go, you'll always be in my heart. I just can't let go of you, how our time was too short as a married couple. But I promise you, I'll avenge you, I am not letting that go. I promise you too, mom and dad." I stop talking, emotions got the best of me, but I continue again looking at sky "Jimin! Would it be okay if I moved on?" I stop, just keep staring at sky, but I speak again "I realize, you have no way of answering that, but umm..." But what stopped me was the big blow of wind, and it took me by surprise. 

Than for my next surprise, it started to rain heavily. And somehow my smile got wider, I looked at sky again and got back in my room. I quickly put the pair of jeans, a shirt and sweater and left my apartment. 

I hop into my car and start to drive towards Jimin's apartment. When I got in front of Jimin's building, it was still raining heavily, but I didn't care. But how I am going to get in, if I ring on the intercom, maybe he wouldn't hear it. Jimin's building is not that big, but it's still beautiful and neat. 

(Jimin's apartment building)

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(Jimin's apartment building)

Than I realized that his lights are still on, from the window, great he's awake. I again go towards the front door and ring on the intercom. I'm sure, he must think it's weird, I mean who comes at this hour except me of course. 

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