The Past In The Present - JIKOOK

Chapter 47

Jungkook's POV

After two weeks of being in Japan, fighting, sorting things out with all types of idiots and finally gaining back control I came back to New York. My nights in Japan were awful, my mind couldn't stop thinking about Jimin. I know I said i'll forget our love and him, but I couldn't and not want to. Those lonely nights in hotel just gave me more time to think and be even more hurt, it was easier for me to do fights with all those thugs and gangsters than being open with my emotions. In this two weeks, I wondered if he was okay, is he happier now that I am not here, did he forget about me? 

Yoongi's been really helpful, taking me on drinks for a few times, but alcohol only made it worse. Yoongi and me arrived at late night and Taehyung and Namjoon picked us up, now we are in the restaurant eating something, hanging out. 

We were talking about work, Taehyung and Namjoon about jobs that were happening here and Yoongi and me talked about the gang war that was happening in Japan and how we sorted it out. Until one question blurted out of my mouth that I've been dying to ask. 

"Taehyung, how is he?" I ask and turn my head on the side, I just know they are looking at me in worry. 

"He is distant with me too, he only says "hi" when I greet him first..." Taehyung says. 

"Jungkook-aa, didn't you say that you would forget about him? You said, that was what we all had to do. To keep them safe, to not bring them in danger." Namjoon ask, he himself is not that sure, none of us are, we are all missing our better half's. 

"I can't do it, I just can't do it. For this past two weeks, my mind and heart is just shouting Jimin's name. I think about him day and night. I always think about him. I love him, but maybe Jimin doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't want for us to be..." I keep talking, until Taehyung cuts me by saying "Jimin is pregnant and it's your child." 

I hear Yoongi chokes on his drink and him and Namjoon say at the same time "WHAT?" 

While I just keep quiet, trying to comprehend this information that Taehyung just said. Jimin is pregnant, Jimin is pregnant, my mind keep repeating. 

"Jungkook...!" Taehyung called my name since I kept silent, not uttering any words. 

"What did you just say, Taehyung? Repeat that." I said as calming as I could, my blood is erupting right now like lava is ready to explode out of the volcano. 

"Jimin is pregnan...t." 

And there it goes, the lava, "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT, AND SINCE WHEN DO YOU KNOW?" I didn't want to shout, but it just came out of me, I couldn't control it. Was I angry at myself, was I angry that I didn't know the fact that i'm going to be a father...I didn't know.

"I figured it out one day at work, three weeks ago, but Jimin found out he was pregnant that time you took him to the hospital." Taehyung said. 

I remember, the day I said out loud that I am going let Jimin go. I have to talk to him, I just have to. 

I stand up and guys immediately knew what I was about to do next. 

"Jungkook, don't. It's late, and you're tired and angry and..." Namjoon said, wanting me to calm down and think this through. 

"I don't give a damn, I still love him and now we are both excepting a baby. I am not going to give up on them." and than I left the guys at the restaurant, driving towards Jimin's apartment.

Third person's POV

The apartment still has lights on, Jimin is comfortably sitting on the coach, wrapped in the blanket and reading a book. His reading got interrupted, when his phone started to ring.