The Past In The Present - JIKOOK

Chapter 50

Third person's POV

Seokjin came into Jimin's apartment around 8:30-ish, he looked at the direction of Jimin's closed bedroom, thinking it's for the best that Jimin sleeps, he needs rest. He starts to make breakfast, soon Hoseok will also come. 

The breakfast is almost ready, it's now 8:45 am, Seokjin again looks at the direction towards the bedroom, but his thoughts got interrupted when Hoseok came in. 

"Hey... what smells that good?" Hoseok kind of greets out loud when Seokjin shushes him and point that Jimin is still sleeping. 

"That's great that he didn't go to work today." Hoseok says now quietly and Seokjin nodded. 

"But go wake him up now, so he could eat something." Seokjin says. 

Hoseok goes towards Jimin's bedroom, and than he starts to softly knock, saying "Jimin, Jimin.." but since he didn't hear anything, he opens the door and sees the shocking sight in front of him, there is no Jimin, the bed is made. 

Hoseok ran to the kitchen "He is not there." 

Seokjin turned his head and said "Where would he be?" and ran again to the bedroom to really see it empty. Hoseok also entered the bedroom, and while Seokjin kept trying to call him, Hoseok pointed at something. 

"Seokjin, look." Hoseok said and opened the empty closet. 

"Where are his stuff?" Seokjin asked now panicking. 

"Do you think he went to Jungkook?" Hoseok asked. 

"Let's go, there." Seokjin said and the both of them went towards the Jeon company. 

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At the same time...

Jungkook's POV

I am now getting ready, already dressed to go to work. Yesterday was the nightmare, when I found out that Eunwoo is now also involved with my baby dying. I just kept drinking and smoking, while going through the ideas of how will I tell this to Jimin. He'll be devastated, for the first time he'll taste the bite of the fact somebody betrayed him. I saw a few interactions of Jimin and Eunwoo, how Eunwoo acted like a kind neighbor. I have to tell him the truth, I don't want lies between us anymore, especially now, when I decided to propose him. But this time with the ring, I want to promise him to be there for him and love him forever. 

I put the ring in my jacket and went out of my apartment, driving to the company. When I reached the company, I looked around excited maybe to see Jimin, but he wasn't there yet. Than I went to my office and saw an envelope on my desk, saying "To Jungkook"

This was Jimin's handwriting, was he here? Why would he write me something?

I opened the envelope, and it was Jimin's letter to me. 

I started to read, every word seemed like i'm hearing Jimin's beautiful, honey voice saying those words written in this letter in person. 

Dear Jungkook, 

You don't know how hard I try not to tell you that I love you. Forgive me. Forgive me for not protecting our baby. I can't live with this pain, Jungkook. I can't anymore. I don't know what to do. I can't. I am suffering so much because I couldn't keep our baby live. I wish there was a way to take time back. Even by your life experiences, you became the mafia boss, your suffering and losses you went through, now are the result of who you are, a strong man. And I added our baby to the list. I tried to hurt the person I love the most. Whenever I think about it, I can't breath. It devastates me. Jungkook, I love you so much. So much. But now you're suffering because of our love. Maybe you loving me was a big mistake, maybe you should have only love and be faithful in the memory of your husband. Maybe God punished me, by taking our baby. We should break up, before faith punishes us even more.