The Past In The Present - JIKOOK

Chapter 44 - part 1

So this is PART 1 of the chapter, I wanted the chapter to be longer, but than I realized that it would be fun to do it in parts....so stay notified for the PART TWO

Third person's POV

Life goes on. Three days passed. Jungkook made a fast recovery, or he is stubborn to take a rest and continues to work, while Jimin has set his mind on his university, he will soon graduate, in just a few months. He is looking for a job, he already send his resume's to companies a few months ago. So to distract himself of sadness and from non-stop calls he gets from Jungkook, he has been on his laptop, and it's seems like luck is on his side. He received a couple of answers from the smaller companies that are asking him in for the interviews in three days. He replies to all three of them saying that he is interested and they send him the time for the interviews. 

There goes ringing again. It's Jungkook. Jimin wants to shut off his phone, but now he has to keep his phone turned on if the companies maybe try to contact him through the phone. 

Jimin again declines a call from Jungkook. 

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Jungkook now in his office, is just pacing around holding a phone close to his ear, trying and trying to call Jimin, but nothing. He wants to break it, on how much this stupid telephone secretary is always repeating the same thing; The person you called is currently busy. Please try again later.

Jungkook can't take it anymore, he throws his phone on his chair, continuing to pace around his office. Yoongi than comes in, in that moment Jungkook was turned with his back facing the window. 

"He is still not answering, ha?" Yoongi asks and Jungkook shakes his head in "no". 

He hears Yoongi sighing, and than he says "I just want him to forgive me, to somehow see past my life as a mafia boss, to just see how much I love him." 

"It's not easy to accept that, but from my point of view he could see a little different side of all of this. I mean, there were so many losses in our lives, we saw through out lifetime so many bad things, so many bad people, it leaves scars." Yoongi says. 

"My parents or Jimin (his husband), they wouldn't be happy to see me like I am now, but I can't turn back and forget everything I've lost, I can't let go of success and empire I built. But I also can't let go of Jimin (present Jimin), that's why I'm never going to give up on him and I will try my hardest for him to forgive me." Jungkook says. 

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Jimin's POV

Next morning, I woke up early. I couldn't sleep, so I bought myself a coffee and walked towards my university. While I was walking, I enjoyed some fresh air. Last night snowed for the first time and it was beautiful. My thoughts were full of Jungkook, and how much I want them gone and thinking about other things, I can't help it. I can't move on from him, no matter how much I hate him, I love him too. And than I repeat in my mind that he's a murderer and everything crumbles. He hid such a big part of himself, he lied to me. He kills people, and just a thought of that makes my stomach hurt. 

I was occupied with my thoughts that something in front of me startled me, or rather someone. Talking about the wolf, and there he is. Jeon Jungkook leaning on his expensive car, wearing his expensive suit, looking like a million bucks. I just close my eyes for a moment and tried to move past him, ignoring him, but he blocks my way. 

I am really getting annoyed and say "That's enough. It's over. Don't you understand?" 

He looks at me with those eyes, that I loved for months and says "Please hear me out for once."