Reincarned with a deities Harem (Tome 1)

Reluctance?

Azef kept this deep and mischievous gaze on me while his playful eyes continued to ogle my body in a debauched manner.
I could feel my excitement growing at Azef's touch, his fingers running feverishly over my body.  His hot breath against my cheek, the momentum and adrenaline seemed to fill me.
The more his invisible touch traveled through me, the more I wanted only one thing, to simply grab Azef, flip him onto the bed, and explore him completely.  I want to know everything about him, his body and his being...everything.
Then Azef did something unexpected.

“Excuse me, Mylène.”  The room which had been plunged into darkness returned to its usual appearance and without waiting, Azef's burning and scarlet gaze disappeared, his eyes returning to their usual color.  I did not understand.  But before I could say a word, Azef had left my side and had already taken refuge in the adjacent bathroom, closing the door behind him.
I was so taken aback by his sudden reaction that I sat still for a long time on the bed, not knowing what to do or even say.  My eyes were round and my mouth opened and closed like a carp.
“Don’t tell me this guy is backing out after turning me on…” then I clenched my jaw.
“It’s not going to happen like that.”  I stood up, deciding to play my part.  I'm going to force him to continue what he started.
In the bathroom, as Azef walked towards the sink, he thought he heard a click coming from the bedroom door, like when a lock was activated.  What was Mylène doing?

Instead of finding the answers to the questions piling up in his head, Azef turned on the water in the sink and waited for it to cool.  His eyes were drawn to the mirror above him where the face of a young man looked back at him.  The black hair was tousled, the image of Mylene's hands and her eyes beaming with desire, just the person who was behind the door to the room he was in.  He had asked to possess her body and she had accepted but he held back because it was not he who had made this order... Not that he was holding back from possessing her, he had desired her from the moment he looked at her.  But the entity in him was territorial, even if they shared the same body, he was only a receptacle and he knew that the time had come for him to die out.  He wanted so much to feel the warmth of Mylène's arms, but he was also certain that the other would never want his conscience to do so.  It was so ambiguous.
  Some force or power deep inside him was growling, ordering him not to cross the line he imposed on him, but he couldn't listen to it or wouldn't…
Mylène was now his everything and he had to possess her.  She had driven him crazy with her special look and her unique essence.  Should he let this pass or take the risk that she feels the same way?  He was just a vessel that would soon be extinguished, but just for a single moment, he wanted...
" What are you playing at?"
The reflection in the mirror spoke as Azef trembled.
“Master, I…”
“Have you forgotten what you are?”
“I know it, master, it’s just that…”
"For centuries, those of your family have served as a receptacle for me. Hey, it's time for me to wake up, in the meantime, are you coveting what belongs to me?"
Azef lowered his head.
“I would never dare… it’s just that…”
“Make no mistake, you are neither in love with Mylène, and you do not desire her. These feelings that you confuse with yours are mine. The one who desires Mylène at this moment is me.”

Azef shook his head and his reflection did the same.  He brought his hands together and put them under the running water.  When his hand was filled with ice water, he slowly passed it over his burning face and let the water cool him.  A towel hung on a hook to his right.  He took it and wiped the water from his face and hair.
“I understand, as a vessel, what should I do?”
“Disappear”
Azef smiled before closing his eyes.  The next time he opened his eyes, they were scarlet and his gaze was overwhelming.  He seemed like a completely different person.
“Humans are all the same in coveting what is forbidden to them”
He ran his hand through his hair before sighing.
“Of all my reincarnations, you are indeed the one with the strongest body. I imagine that I must thank the companion of this little intriguer Christal… this little pest, when I get my hands on her, I am going to crush her.  "
Azef sighed before smelling a strange scent coming from the other side of the door.  Without waiting, he opened the door and walked out of the bathroom.
The first thing he noticed when he opened the bathroom door was how dark it was in the room.  He thought he had undone his obfuscation spell but it looked like he had underestimated the woman he was devoted to now.  The only light in the room came from a dozen candles next to her bed, where Mylene sat.
Scented candles.
She was completely naked, and as soon as they locked eyes, she began to sensually caress her legs.

“Azef, you’re back. Well, I thought you wouldn’t come back…”

Mylène spoke and raised her middle finger.  With that, she made a gesture by bending it, which meant "Azef, come here."
Azef crossed his arms before snickering.  This version of this person is very interesting.

I had never done this kind of seduction parade, hell I only knew about dildos fantasizing about men in magazines.  I have never had a romantic relationship with any man, which means I knew little or nothing about it.  What I was doing was what I had imagined my whole life I would do if I had a lover.  But there I sit immodestly provoking the man I suddenly fell in love with, Azef is my fantasy of the perfect guy.
When he left the bed and locked himself in the room, I thought he would back down but I decided to ignore this apprehension and go get some candles and some seductive perfume to encourage him to continue if he was overcome with doubt... I need him it's almost painful.
Azef didn't move, just standing there in the doorway and looking at Mylène with predatory eyes.  His nature had never given him the scope for this kind of desire, for centuries, he had never had this kind of change with the opposite sex, with whom would he do it given that he is the only subject of his species  But just watching Mylène act with so much immodesty, he feels the excitement and desire rising.  Did she know how beautiful, sexy, and horny she is?  Damn, he wants her, now, right now!

Azef could feel his cock agreeing as well;  it became hard, tight in his pants.  It was as if it was going to break down in the impatience to go to Mylène and take her hard, slowly, quickly... However, she might not like it but for him, it took second place.  After the first shock subsided, Azef gave a mischievous smile, the same smile he had from the beginning pleasing Mylène who returned it.

He walked slowly towards the bed as his pants fell to the floor beneath him.  When he finally stood in front of Mylène, he only had his underwear on, something Mylène seemed to like.

“Oh Azef, you are well hung…”

Azef smiled, for sure, this receptacle met his expectations.

I moved onto the bed and put my arms around Azef's shoulders.  A happy smile played on my face and my lips tenderly kissed Azef's, as if they were porcelain and I was afraid of crushing them.
  Azef smiled, this kiss just signified Mylène's shyness and lack of practice that she thought she was hiding or concealing behind her mask of confidence.  Her body spoke better, she was unsure and fumbling about what she was doing but even though he had never had sex before, he knew from the memories of this body how to do it.