#57- Stay by Mayday Parade Song Preference
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Ashton: Please understand I've been drinking again and all I do is hope, please stay
You and Ashton had broken up a week ago and you still haven't gone over to our once shared apartment to get your stuff back. You figured today would be a good day to because Ashton had tweeted that he was out with the band. You definitely did not want to face him after your fight. You quickly drove over to your, well his apartment and went inside. The place was an absolute mess. There were beer bottles everywhere, broken lamps and picture frames covered the floor. Your stuff was also thrown all around the room. Your eyes were immediately filled with tears, and you collapsed to the floor. After a few minutes you finally found the strength to go upstairs and start gathering your things. You were just about finished when you heard sobs coming from the doorway. You look up to see Ashton there, with tears in his eyes, his entire frame looking like a mess. Your jaw was trembling as you tried your hardest to not throw myself at him right there and then. "Y/N... please don't leave." He said, sniffling half way through it. "I-I have to." You said, trying to sound as strong as possible, although your voice had cracked at the end of it. "No you don't. Please, please stay." He slowly walked towards you and sat down beside you on the floor and held you. You softly sobbed into his chest as he did to your hair. "Please, Y/N. I'm a mess without you. I'm so damn sorry; breaking up with you was the biggest mistake I've ever made. Please, stay." All I could do was nod your head as he pulled you closer, knowing that it would be better that way.
Luke: If you believe that everything's alright, you won't be all alone tonight
You and Luke had just gotten into a massive fight that possibly ended your guys' relationship of 7 months. You were currently at a friend's house where you planned to stay for the night. She was at work, so you were left all alone. You were crying on the couch when suddenly the doorbell rang. You slowly got up and took your time getting to the door. You didn't even bother with trying to make yourself look presentable because you just didn't care right now. You unlocked the door and slowly opened it to see Luke standing there. His eyes were bloodshot and his cheeks were stained with tears. Just seeing him like that made you want to forget about the fight, but you knew that you couldn't just do that. "C-can I come in?" he said uneasily. You opened the door up and allowed him inside. "What do you want Luke?" You said, trying to seem strong, even though you clearly weren't at the moment. "Please come home, everything will be alright if we just talk it out together." You breathed heavily, "No, Luke, we tried talking it out and all we did was fight more. I don't want it this way, all we ever seem to do is fight anymore." "Y/N, I can't just go on without you! You're my other half, my better half. Don't give up on me, on us. Please. I promise you everything will turn out alright please believe me." Then he took your hand and pulled you closer to him."No, Y/N, don't cry." He pulled you to his chest and held you. "I love you, so, so much. I can't lose you, Y/N." By now you were balling into his chest as he held you close, brushing his hand over your hair. "I love you too." you managed to sob out. "Let's go home, yeah? And we can just sleep tonight, and we'll figure this out in the morning. That way if I do end up losing you, we'll still have tonight together." You nodded in agreement. "Let's go home Luke." You got into his car and rode home together. Once you got there you went straight to bed, holding each other as close as possible as you tried to make this moment last forever, until the next morning.
Michael: Oh can you tell I haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke
You and Michael had broken up a month ago, and you were still completely heartbroken. You still love him with all of your heart and you wish you wouldn't have lost him. Tonight 5 seconds of summer were playing in your hometown, and Michael had gotten you tickets a couple months back so you could watch them perform. You figured this was one of my last chances of getting him back. As the boys walked on stage the entire crowd stood and screamed. You couldn't help but feel sad as you saw Michael walk out with his guitar in hand. You were only 10 rows from the stage, so there was a slight chance that he'd see you, but you just prayed he wouldn't. Once you finally got a good look at him, you noticed that he seemed not very energetic. He barely took his eyes off the ground and looked as if he hadn't slept in days. His eyes had large circles underneath them and he looked really pale. It broke your heart to see him this way. During Voodoo Doll, Michael's voice seemed to crack when he sang his part. Once he finished his part he looked out into the crowd, darkened eyes scanning the hundreds of fans that came to watch him and his band. His eyes moved towards the middle in the front, near where you were. He looked around for a minute before his eyes landed on mine. He immediately froze and almost stopped playing guitar. You send him a soft smile and a wave, and he barely smiles back. His eyes look saddened as he tries to focus on you and the song all at once. Eventually he looks away, and beings to listen to Luke introduce the next song of the night, Lost Boy. "Oh, and also" Michael begins, "I'd like to dedicate this song to a special girl out in the crowd tonight, you know who you are." He says while keeping eye contact with you as they begin the song.
Calum: You know I still can't believe we both did some things I don't even wanna think about, just say you love me, and I'll say I'm sorry
Ever since Calum had been on tour, ypu grew very lonely. About mid way through the tour he had began to stop calling as much. Soon, you pretty much only got weekly texts, if you were lucky. Everything felt like it had been falling apart. Tonight, your friends decided to have a girls' night out to get your mind off of things. We entered a club and you immediately began drinking away your sorrows. You soon began dancing with the first hot guy you saw. You felt guilty, but at this moment, you quite frankly did not care. To be honest, it felt like you didn't even have a boyfriend, so why should you even care? After awhile you had gotten a few drinks in you and had become a bit drunk. You have been dancing and drinking with the same guy the whole night and ended up taking him home with you. Once you got to your and Calum's flat, you quickly unlocked the door and drag in the random guy with you. You attached your lips to each other and went to the bedroom. He had pushed you up against a wall and was kissing your neck. He began to unzip your dress when suddenly someone walked in and started yelling. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON Y/N?! I COME HOME TO SURPRISE YOU AND I GREETED WITH THIS?!!" It took you a second to register that this was Calum. You sobered up a bit by now and realized just what you have been doing. Calum stomped over to the guy and started yelling once again. "I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR SCRAWNY ASS NEAR MY GIRLFRIEND EVER AGAIN!" he screamed as he pushed the guy out the door. "Calum, I-." You started with tears in your eyes. "Stop." He cut you off and his face softened to your surprise. He walked over to you and hugged you as tight as he could and began to sob into your hair. You stood there for a few minutes until you finally began to breathe easy again. "You aren't mad?" you question, sniffling. "Y/N, it's just that I um I think it's better to forgive and forget, right?" He said a bit uneasy, with a fake smile plastered on his face. You eyed him suspiciously. "D-did something happen on tour?" You say, expecting the worse. He gulped and slowly answered, "Yeah." You gasped, and was about to kick his ass when you realized that you have done the same to him. "W-what happened?" He sighed and looked down at his feet. "I'm really sorry Y/N." "What did you do?" You say with a bit of anger in your voice. "I uh sorta slept with someone." He said with guilt in his eyes. You began to slowly sob again as you stared at him in disbelief. Is this really what your relationship had come to? You swallowed hard, as you tried to find words to say. "I love you, Calum." You somehow said, kind of surprised by it. "I love you too Y/N." he responded, with a twinkle in his eyes. "I'm sorry." You said without looking at him. You breathed heavily. "We should break up." You suggested, now looking into his eyes, to see that they have been overtaken by sadness. He sniffled. "I think you might be right." He chuckled out as he moved closer to me. "Tomorrow." He said with a smirk on his face. "I still think I deserve a welcome home gift." He winked as he cupped your face and kissed you hard. All you could do was smile into the kiss and be thankful that you managed to get such an amazing boy. Even though you lost him, you know you still have him, and he still has you, even if only for tonight.
The next morning you have mentally prepared myself to leave your shared home. Calum had his arm slung around your bare body and had his head in the crook of your neck. You turned around to face his big brown eyes staring at you. "Good morning beautiful." He said with a smile as he kissed you on the cheek, making you blush. You loved that he still had the same effect on you as he did when we first met. You smiled big and cuddled into him. He started chuckling and you looked up at him. "What's so funny Cal?" You say. He looks down at you with an unreadable look on his face. "You want to know what's funny? What's funny is that I let myself fall in love with you, even though I told myself not to. And then I promised you I'd never hurt you, and I did. I made sure that I would never lose you, no matter what. And here I am, about to say goodbye to you for good." He sighed then chuckled again, with tears beginning to brim his eyes. "We don't have to say goodbye." You whispered hopefully. Everything then went silent and you immediately regretted saying that. He looked down at you and smiled a smile you haven't seen on him since the beginning of your relationship. He ran his fingers through your hair. "Start over?" he says happily. you nod and lean to his face and kiss him. "I'll never stop loving you Y/N, I hope you know that." he says to you. You just grin and snuggle up to him again, knowing that you both felt the exact same way about each other as you always have, and no one and nothing could ever change that.
I wanted to write my own but I have absolutely no clue what do write and this is one of my fav song
-ree x
