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Taehyun POV:

I don't know if it is that smile or the way he is allways worried for us but there is something about him that bothers me....

Every time I see that cute little pout on his lips, all I wanna do is grab him by his waist and kiss him until I pass out from the lack of air.

Or very time that he is struggling with the dance practice and refuses to leave the studio until he gets it right, even if it means not being able to sleep enough, I want to drag him home and just protect him and tell him that he is doing great

I don't know if I am going crazy or if it is just the charms of that enthusiastic bear...

Anyways, I don't have time to annalyse if it is one of these two reasons since I am already busy enough. My group, Tomorrow by Together, is going to debut very soon under my dream company Big Hit. It almost looks like a dream whenever I say it out loud but it is finally happening and I can't wait.

Soobin hyung is the one who is the most nervous, he keeps saying that he isn't ready and that he will mess up the choreography and drag the group down, but I believe in our leader.

I am so proud of saying that I am part of this group. Every person on it is special in their own way and I love them all very much, even Yeonjun hyung that makes us practice non stop.

I am so excited for our debut!!

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Beomgyu POV:

If I keep practicing I can do better, I know that!!!

I must do it, for the sake of our team!! Fighting~~

I have to put Soobin at peace with the performance, and make sure that Yeonjun isn't out of control so he can let Kai breathe. The poor boy just wants to sleep when he gets home, and that pabo keeps nagging him even at home, that he has to practice more....

The only one who I don't have to worry about is Tae... My precious Tae, he is over the moon to debut and has been happier lately.. I love seeing that smile first thing in the morning, and catching a few slip ups during the day, which is why I have to practice more than the others.

I keep getting distracted by that squirl.

I know that I probably shouldn't feel like this for my bandmate, but I can't help it.... Every time I see him my heart jumps in my chest and it just won't stop...

I am secretly gay, and the only one who knows is Kai. That little devil found out a few months after he joined Big Hit, after catching me staring at Taehyun while he danced and forcing me to tell him everything.

My point is, I can't have a relationship with anyone I am interested in because my dream won't allow me to do it, so I have to suffer with these emotions in secret, because I probably feel for someone who is not even gay...

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