|| Lumax Oneshots ||

| Dear Lucas |

Dear Stalker,
 
Before I start this, I want to warn you that this isn't going to be some soppy dramatic letter like in those cheesy romance movies. I would hate for the last thing I do to be so cringey.

  When I first met you Lucas, I thought you were weird and kind of annoying, and I just want to say little me has no idea. But you're my kind of weird. You match my energy perfectly, and you always hold me accountable for my actions. You've also always known how to handle my attitude which as you know is a nearly impossible task.

You've always known how to make me laugh when I don't feel like laughing, and you've been an amazing listener, even when I made it hard. You're the weirdest, most amazing person I know and I'm so glad we got to have the time that we have at together.
 
I know after all this is over you're going to wonder: If i knew what was in store for me back in the arcade, would I still have accepted the risk? And the answer is hell yes. I wouldn't trade my experiences for anything. But I would change something. I would have never broken up with you. Maybe you could have kept some light in my life when everything went so dark.

Speaking of, I'm so sorry that during these last few months I've pushed you away. I guess I felt guilty in a way. Guilty I wasn't able to save billy that night, and I felt like I couldn't give you what you deserve—which is a beautiful, kind, normal girl. Maybe in another universe we could have lived a long, beautiful life together, but god do I wish we could have in this one.

All of this to say, I love you Lucas. Maybe I didn't say it enough, or at all, but I believe with all my heart that all this time you knew it.

Stay strong for me, and never, ever loose your light, Lucas.

Love,
MadMax

P. S.— Not that I think he could, but don't let Dustin beat any of my high scores on Dig Dug and Pac Man when I'm gone. You know how hard I worked on those.

a/n: my take of max's last letter to lucas! pls vote and comment requests!