The Long Road To Home

The Letter

I've started seeing your face in my dreams

And I think I've started ruining myself again

I'm visualizing the closeness we never had

Or we did have, I ask myself in shame.

Without you every colour seems to be pale

It is the same air of regret every time I inhale

The slightest of hope had vanished away

Leaving disdain and bleak world on its trail.

The roads I roam had lost their destination

I can't tell the reasons why without any hesitation

I don't know why I possess this passion

To spend me all seems to be its notion.

I don't remember it started when or where

Probably I caught it since you stop being there

Here close to me before stuck me this insanity

After last I saw you, before this vanity.

The only thing that helps me sleep is forgetfulness

The curse which propels the motion in my stillness

Day and night, months and years had lost their meaning

I beg the higher power to reunite me with my highness.

I could go on for leagues without the water

But can't shift an inch without you being any closer

I'm destined to fail without my lucky cLover

And if death is the verdict, bestow it slower.

Give me my last chances to see her face

Let me spend every moment without any haste

I wish no wealth or fortunes to chase

Just this pending will to God to make my case.

I've no fortunes rather than the currency of time

I'm ready to make all payments with this dime

Let no conspiracy be held against her until my time

I'll wait for you here until we both run out of time.

I'll wait here until fades away the sun's shine.

~ AshishK.