Full
I kinda like that feeling
That feeling of emptiness
When you haven't ate all day
I like the feeling of feeling empty
Because I know
Just a few more days and my waist will become smaller
My stomach a little thinner
My face slimmer
I like that feeling of emptiness
Because I know soon I could look like those girls I admire
The feeling feels euphoric
My family dwells on my eating now
Watching how much I've ate off my plate
I can't get away with not eating
But when I do
God that feeling
That feeling when I can go a few days without eating
I feel like I have accomplished something amazing
I like that feeling of emptiness, it's euphoric, it's slimming,
I would starve if it meant to be 'beautiful'
Unhealthy
I've developed an unhealthy obsession
A desire
For perfection
For unreachable beauty standards
I kinda like that feeling of emptiness it's fulfilling
-cj
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Thorns and rosebuds
PoetryThis book will consists of poems about love, depression, heartache, eating disorders, etc. I hope you enjoy... About me My name is Courtney, I am 20 years old and I have always wanted to write a book in hopes of helping others. I have been through...
