Im not one of those girls who are confident.
I won't always believe you when you say you like me, want me.
I need reassurance,
I need affirmations
No not constantly but enough to where I feel secure.
Because I'm in my head a lot.
My mind likes to go wild and sometimes it makes me believe you don't want me.
I'm not easy to want because I have issues. I was abandoned at such a young age, I struggle with believing anyone will stay.
I'm not easy to want because I get attached fast.
That attachment sometimes being unhealthy for us both.
Im not easy to want because sometimes I will isolate myself and hate you, blame you, and push you away.
I will say things I don't mean.
Im not easy to want because im not a normal girl who's been in a thousand relationships, I tend to avoid them. I never truly believed in love.
Im not easy to want because sometimes I get really needy, and sometimes I will crave your attention so bad it will drive you insane.
But sometimes, sometimes im so easy to want. I will care for you like no one else.
I will support you no matter what.
I will hold you when you're scared or hurt.
I will do whatever I can to make you happy, sacrificing myself if need be.
Sometime im so easy to want because I will love you more than you have ever experienced. I'll give you space when you need it.
And always be there even if you don't want me to
I may have flaws but I hope the good out ways the bad
I hope you're able to overlook them
I'm not easy to want but I'll do whatever I can to make you happy
-cj
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Thorns and rosebuds
PoetryThis book will consists of poems about love, depression, heartache, eating disorders, etc. I hope you enjoy... About me My name is Courtney, I am 20 years old and I have always wanted to write a book in hopes of helping others. I have been through...
