I wonder
I wonder what it's like to feel okay
To feel truly and undeniably okay
At peace
To be okay in your skin
Your mind
Your relationships
I wonder
I haven't felt that
I'm always on edge
I worry about my body, my mind, my relationships
it consumes me
I am beginning to wither away
There is barely anything left
I wonder what it's like to feel whole
To feel happy
I wonder if i could be like that one day
If I'll find someone who loves me
I wonder if I deserve that, if I will achieve that
If I will love myself and all of my flaws and beauties
I wonder if I'll be okay
I wonder what it's like
Do you?
Do you wonder
-cj
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Thorns and rosebuds
Thơ caThis book will consists of poems about love, depression, heartache, eating disorders, etc. I hope you enjoy... About me My name is Courtney, I am 20 years old and I have always wanted to write a book in hopes of helping others. I have been through...
