People watching

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People watching

I feel you watching,

Your eyes piercing my soul, your judgement stabbing me a thousand times over n over, but why.
You tell my secrets as if they were yours to whisper, you twist words, actions, and spread rumors. Why?
I trusted you, I thought I could, but even when things are not my fault you turn them into mine, if I do no wrong it's still wrong in your eyes.
You like the drama.
They call me a bad influence
but if only they saw what you do behind closed doors...
I feel you watching me, your eyes piercing my soul, your judgement stabbing me a thousand times over and over.
When he put his hands on me, I said no, you blamed me, you spread that like wild fire.
My every move is spread across the town but not all are truth
I feel uncomfortable
I feel unsafe
I feel you watching me
I don't like your piercing eyes, your judgmental tone,
they burn, they scar,
I feel you watching me.
Please Turn away,
Let me be,
Why won't you let me be?

-cj

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