It's happening
I can feel it
It's happening again
I can feel it creeping back up
My head barely over the water
Sinking
I feel the emptiness starting to consume me
It's getting bad again
I can feel my heart turning cold
My care drifting
My motivation yearning
He's back
The lonely man
He's back and he's wanting me to be his
I can feel it getting bad again
My eyes on the verge of tears
My heart aching
That sick feeling
I'm ready to disappear
Needing substances to feel good
The high being all I crave
It's happening again
The lonely man is back and he's winning the fight
I'm being pulled under water
My heart freezing over
My mind taking over
It's happening again
I can feel it
Like it never left
He's winning
I can feel it
I'm losing
-cj
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Thorns and rosebuds
PoetryThis book will consists of poems about love, depression, heartache, eating disorders, etc. I hope you enjoy... About me My name is Courtney, I am 20 years old and I have always wanted to write a book in hopes of helping others. I have been through...
