The Unique Life of an Average Girl

Disappointing Morning

Day 4 - 6/18/15

I am feeling a little better this morning. But my head still hurts. Hopefully this cold will end soon. So this morning I am on my computer looking for something to watch and I wanted to see when Eye Candy was coming back on TV and I just found out it has been cancelled. I just can't believe it! I loved that show! And now...All my favorite shows get cancelled. The Lying Game. The Nine Lives of Chloe King, Eye Candy, and I don't know what else right now. It's like everything good ends. And to top it off I just found out my great grandmother died. I didn't really know her; I only met her once or twice when I was very little. But it still makes me want to cry. I now have absolutely no grandparents left (I know this isn't really making since. I promise I will do a back ground blog tomorrow).   

I've had lunch and it is like a sauna in my room. Right now I am listening to Fall Out Boy. The song that is playing now is Phoenix. This song is different from their usually stuff but I like it. I am taking a break from watching Beauty and the Beast. I am almost done with season one. I really want to take a shower and I need to take medicine. You know another good band? The Cab. I LOVE them! They have a wide variety of sound. Centuries is now playing. This is one of my favorite songs from Fall Out Boy.

I've been in my room all morning and nothing makes me want to take a nap more than lying here. And the beauty is that I am still sick so I have an excuse to take a nap. Small victories! But I think I want to take a shower before I take a nap. I really want a cupcake right now. It doesn't even have to be a cupcake. It could be a piece of cake or even a brownie. Ohhh...what about cheesecake? Did you know I have never been to the Cheesecake Factory? I really want to go and just order cheesecake.

Immortals!!! We could be immortaaaaaals!!! Immortals!!! 

I love music. I could easily get lost in music. I feel like being random today. Today is a good day for that.

All day yesterday I had this scene from a movie stuck in my head. I can't picture who is in, but I can picture the voice and what is said. I can not for the life of me figure out where this movie scene is from. This one small, tiny scene. I think the scene was of two teenagers. There were two people. Girl and boy. They weren't a couple but good friends, I think. She starts laughing then crying and he says, "Ah, hey come here." And he pulls her close. The "hey" might not have been in it, but that's all I can remember.

My brother is in the shower!!! Damn. Maybe he's leaving. That would be nice.

I bet I can make this page long with just writing random things. I do need to make up for yesterday. Another good song is Just One More Yesterday by Fall Out Boy. Another one of my favorites.

I never did get to tell you about the chicken salad sandwiches. They were a hit. Except my brother didn't like the grapes. I loved the grapes. No one ate the leftovers, so I did. Actually that is what I had for lunch - the last of the chicken salad. I liked it better the first day because after you let it sit for a day or two all the flavors blend together to form this one big flavor and I liked tasting all the different flavors.

It is now 3:30 in the afternoon and I have the house all to myself. It feels good.

I am now on season two of Beauty and the Beast. So far I don't like it. Vincent without his memories is not a Vincent I like. I am only on episode two. I really hope he gains his memories and fast. I keep yelling at my computer while I am watching this show. I am so weird. I yell at the screen when I don't like something and I hit the hall when I do. I often yell, "I CAN'T HADDLE THIS RIGHT NOW!!!" Or I shout "I CAN'T EVEN DEAL!" It gets real when I watch a show I like.

I need to do dishes even though I am sick. I guess I am well enough to do them, but I hate doing dishes. I think it is the number one thing I hate to do.

Well, I think I am going to end the page. It is five and I have to do some dishes before my mom gets home. I also have to pee. Again. With this cold comes a very small bladder; which totally sucks! Okay hopefully I will be pretty much better by tomorrow. And tomorrow is Friday! I would be happy about that but I have to go to work on Saturday... 

Okay, have a good evening everyone!