The Unique Life of an Average Girl

A New Me

4/22/16

It has been a long time since I last wrote. Honestly, I gave up on this blog of mine. Also, I have been so busy with school. Since I have been on here last these things have happened: Year 2016 came around, decided to major in History, came to terms with death (not mine but others who have died around me), I moved, got addicted to Netflix, and joined a couple of dating sites. 

I feel different. Not really a good different. Not yet. I feel like I am in a place in between who I am trying to figure out who I am and who I want to be. If that isn't confusing, then you might understand how I am feeling. I feel like I have been more in tough with things around me, except I have seem to become more bitchy. 

I actually don't know what to keep writing. I am still tired from waking up and I just watched a new movie. I really need to take a shower. I can also smell food cooking except I am not hungry. Today is the start of my weekend and I have to write a essay. I don't want to. Also for Sunday I have plans to go to the swap meet at the fairgrounds. Saturday I have no idea what I am doing. Today is Friday. Homework is on the list, taking a shower is on the list, watching the latest episode of Lucifer is on the list, pigging out on chocolate is on the list, and spending a few hours on Netflix is on the list. 

If you are wondering what movie I just finished, it is The 5th Wave. I loved it and of course there is a sequel, but who knows if they are going to make it. They need to though, the main girl didn't end up the guy. He was perfect. He's everything I would want in a man. 

I am turning 21 in two weeks. I love my birthday. Last year wasn't so great with my grandparents memorial the day before, and then on the day of my birthday I had to wait around with my mom and aunt while my aunt's truck was being fixed. It was an okay birthday. But depressing. This year I want to through a party but the house and yard isn't clean and it takes so much work in this heat to do anything. 

I am still planning on a big Halloween party this year. I hope it to be epic. 

I think this is all I have to say for now. I just wanted to write something down. 

Have a good day everyone.