The Unique Life of an Average Girl

Went for a swim

Day 16 - 6/30/15

Today wasn't anything special. But I did realize something.

When ever there are strangers around me at my house I get all ice queen and I act like I am better than they are. I never really knew why, I guess I was just always protective. But another word for me doing that is walls. I am putting up walls with those strangers. I always read about how the woman puts up walls and doesn't want to get involved with a new guy (romance novels). But I never truly understood the wall thing. Until now. I finally put two and two together. I feel like an idiot for not realizing it sooner.  

I now know what that feels like and I feel like I can be a better writer. To truly be a good writer the piece that you are writing has to have real life in it. Real actions, real emotions, etc.

So after I realized I went to the other house and went for a swim in our little pool. The water felt really good. After that I gave the chickens water and food. I came up with a new name for them. I usually call them chickpeas. Don't ask why. But now I came up with chickdoodles. Funny right? I don't know how I came up with that one.

I finally got to see The Longest Ride. It was everything I hoped it would be. Scot Eastwood is so hot!!!

After swimming today I really want to go to the beach. I haven't been in about a year. I am not really a big beach person. I used to be. I think that I have been away too much that I have gotten used to not going. I don't mind not going. I don't like all the sun and sand. The sand dries out my feet. Not cool. I do like collecting shells though.

I really want ice cream right now. We ran out last night. Sad. I think my second favorite ice cream is butter pecan. It is really good and tasty.

One of my speakers went out. Damn. I hoped they would last longer. But I guess not. Oh well, at least one still works. 

I'm hungry. I ate dinner. But not that much. A normal amount I think. Well less than normal for me. It was only pasta and bread. Yeah not really filling.

I feel like I want to go to bed but then I feel like staying up. But I am running out of things to listen to, so I think that means I should sleep. I know! We have a whole watermelon waiting to be cut open! I think I will go eat that!

And on that note I think I will end the page! Night!