The Unique Life of an Average Girl

Loving Vacation

Today is my last day of vacation.

Tomorrow I start the new school semester. And I wish I didn't have too. 

I am currently in my room still in my PJ's and it 11 o'clock am. I had homemade banana bread for breakfast and I am counting the minuets to lunch. It didn't sustain me at all.  

I just finished reading a book here on Wattpad. It's called 12 Seconds and it is amazing. I LOVED it! It is in my reading list so I want y'all to check it out. It is about a soldier with amnesia. Julia has lost 5 years of her life which were about the military and she goes on a path of re-self discovery. There may or may not be a cute soldier who is wishing she would remember him ;) Go and check it out!

There was so much that I wanted to d on my vacation. I had three weeks, two of which were revolved around Christmas. So I had shopping to get done, finish decorating, and this Christmas rolled around. My mom took off that week so I had no time to myself. This past week went by in a blur. I did get a little accomplished, but I wanted to do some art - paint a picture. But time ran out and now it is Sunday. I need to do laundry for tomorrow and I have highlighted my class schedule. I am not a happy camper. 

I had said it before and I will say it again. I hate school. Oh, I didn't tell you. I got in a fight with my best friend. Well, a fight with no words. We haven't spoken since Halloween. I was at lunch last week with another friend and my best friend comes in with her friend. She didn't talk to me or even look at me. I packed up my lunch and left. I didn't know what to do. Here is a huge piece of my life and I just walked away. After so many second chances, I decided to walk away. How can one do that after 15 years? Maybe we will work it out, I don't know, but she is not the same person I used to know, and she is not the same for the better. I imagined us growing old and laughing about our lives. But I think she gave up on being my friend a long time ago. It hurts. 

Here I say that I am loving vacation, but that is a lie. I didn't do anything fun. I just let time slip by. Here is a lesson for you: Don't let time go by just sitting there. Do something. Anything. Live everyday doing what you want to do. And sit down and evaluate your life. If you have someone in your life that is bringing you down, maybe it's time to say goodbye. 

Well, that's all for today. Thanks for reading. Comment down below. Ask me anything!