Into physics....💗

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I woke up as soon as I heard my lecturers were calling us that we have reached , I looked opposite to see that sir has disappeared as well as his luggage , I sighed and got ready with my luggage and wore a wool cardigan on top due to the cold weather , I looked out to see beautiful sight that blown my mind.

After settling in a bus , we all reached our hotel , where every 3 or 4 members will be allocated a room , so I stood in my classmates group, to my luck I got a girl with me who is kind of familiar to me , we both took the keys and proceeded to our room.

" hey I will take this side " she said to me , " no problem , I will go and freshen up " I said , " yeah " she mumbled and sat down on bed going through her phone, weird. But whatever.

I finished my business and got ready to sight seeing , I wore a white knitwear , cargo pants and a monkey cap, and went outside after informing my roommate,  " wow " I whispered to myself after seeing the view from window and its too chill here , I hugged myself.

Sujit sir is put of sight since yesterday, I don't know what happened,  he did not even text me back , I wondered and went into lounge area to see all members are waiting to leave the hotel and wander out , I too went and stood near them , few of them passed me kind smile which I gladly returned, and I suddenly noticed Sujit sir looking ever so handsome in his sweatshirt , I looked away from him, stay away Chinmayi just 3 months then it's your wish to say anything to him in public , I chanted this in my mind , but my eyes were involuntarily looking his way , to see he is also staring at me , I immediately looked away from him with blank expression, I don't understand why I am not important to anyone ? I don't understand why I am so socially awkward? I don't understand why everyone leaves me at some point ? I don't know anything about myself , I am lost.

I climbed into bus and took last seat , bus started and I was in my own world when someone sat beside me, I didn't care to see cause I am way too thinking about my own life , " oh God why me?" I mumbled to myself, " why you ?" Came some voice from beside me , I looked and saw some random boy from my class, I awkwardly cleared my throat and said " nothing " , " hello , this is vikrant your classmate " he forwarded his hand, " hey , umm I am Chinmayi " I took his hand in mine , " I observed you were alone , no friends ?" He asked me initiating a conversation,  " no no not lie that " I said trying not to show my aloneness which is clear than than a glass.

" hey , see that mountains aren't they precious " he showed me out of window , I looked out and saw a serene view,  " yes they are " I said and smiled at him, he gave me a sweet smile , he is a teenager just like me , we talked about everything and it's like we instantly connected , I felt happy I got someone to talk other than sitting alone , " vikrant you know we should have tea when we get down " I said to him, " yess that will be great ! " He cheered to which I nodded happily.



But I don't know why I was feeling someone is daggering stares at me , I looked around to see non other than Sujit sir , I looked at him with blank look and turned towards Vikrant , " Chinmayi, it's quite long can I call you mayi ? " He asked me , " okay " I laughed out , just like that we got down and went around the trees and place and also I have some shopping for my self and my mom , " Vikrant you should buy this cap , it will protect your ears " I showed him a black monkey cap , " fine! Dude but won't that spoil my hairstyle " he said and pulled his hair , " hey health is important " I said to him in a strict voice , " okay mayi , uncle pack that " he voiced out,  he wore that cap and I set his cap right on the face " hey you look like a monkey now " I mocked him , " don't you dare mayi " he laughed at me , we both shared a hearty laugh.

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