Asteria Zee Chua POV
After knowing where she is and how she is doing I started to feel something I can't explain. Like how come she's now doing well? Then here I am, still trapped in the past.
I finished my PhD and started to build my own firm and managed my dad's company here in the Philippines.
Hindi ko nga alam bakit ko pa ginagawa ang mga bagay na ito, building my own firm for what? studying my PhD for what? Ano nga bang pinapatunayan ko sa buhay ko? All I have right now is just myself, I lost my everything since the day I lost them. Kaya kahit anong gawin ko hindi ako nagiging masaya.
I have everything right now, my career, my fame, and even my own firm from my own hard works but all of them is just nothing without them.
But still, I am here trying to live my life for my twins hoping that someday they will comeback to be with me, again.
I just got home from my company when I feel my phone vibrate.
Iyanaaaaah_Khai is now live on Instagram
Yes, I am currently following her to know what has been going on to her life. Pero super private person niya like endorsement and promotion lang ang laman ng Instagram niya her instagram stories naman ay puro re-posts lang no personal photos uploaded.
I quickly join her instagram live using my dump account. There I saw her wearing white long sleeve polo and a classy eye-glass. She unbuttoned her long sleeve, I guess she just went home from work and decided to start IG live.
I am currently reading comments on her ig live. I started to get pissed because they keep on telling her that she's hot which is true and I hate the fact that I can't gatekeep her like how I used to do.
Wait, what? Why do I look like a jealous girlfriend? No, I'm not.
"Yeah, I just got home and I am currently signing papers." Sagot niya sa isang tanong na nabasa niya.
So, she's still working as an engineer, huh? Hindi pa ba sapat ang kinikita niya sa pag-aartista sa Thailand?
"We want to know what happened to you before you decided to go here in Thailand.." pagbasa niya nang malakas sa comment.
Nakita ko naman ang lungkot at sakit sa mga mata niya, mabilis din nagbago ang mood niya kung kanina ay nakangiti pa siya ngayon ay pekeng ngiti na lamang ang pinakikita niya.
"I'm sorry I can't tell the story, you all know how private I am when it comes to my life."
Hiyang-hiya siguro siya sa ginawa niyo noon kaya iwas na iwas siya sumagot sa mga tanong about her past.
Sabagay nakakahiya naman talaga isang artista ngayon ang nagnanakaw ng malaking budget sa isang construction project sa Pilipinas.
"Can you just sing a song even just a line that describes how you are feeling before you leave the Philippines and decided to go in Thailand?" Pagbasa niya ulit nang malakas.
I don't know why but, I feel a little nervous to know how she felt during that time.
"I'll only choose a part of the song that described what I am feeling before I decided to leave everything behind."
She reached her guitar and I saw how teary her eyes are. She starts to strum and sing the specific line she chose.
"I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?"
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