I've already forgiven you

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Kathy's POV

It has been so long since I have been able to sleep this much in one night. After i got this position in this hell place i wasn't eating, sleeping or acting like a normal human being. I almost lost myself playing this role of a cruel woman who is busy with abusing young people, who is working to change them, to fix them. During the last months i had the feeling that with every day and with every new person i was losing the real Kathy more and more, and was becoming THE woman, whom everyone fears and hates. I was so deep in hate that there was a moment i forget about our plan, about my plan....

-Hey, girls, isn't it too cold for a morning run?- Freen and Becky were already outside in the training area, running some laps, when i went out for a fresh air to clear my mind before facing everyone. 

-It is perfect, Kathy,- Freen ran to me and gave me a little hug. Ohh, my, this feeling, i don't even remember when was the last time someone hugged me, i forget what is a human touch and warmth. This emptiness inside me is eating me alive. 

-Don't get cold ok? Let's go inside, you both are sweaty and will easily catch a cold, come on.

I walked back to the building and to my room and they followed me.

-Sit, i will make some tea,- they both sat on the sofa, almost on each other, ohh, these two are the cutest. Reminding me so much of ....us..

-Are you ok, Kathy?

-Yess, Freen, and you? I see your body is back and is good, right?

-Yes, yes, i'm fine... Kath... and he?

-Freen, Becky,- oyy, Becky had those angry eyes, she has some huge power in herself, that even she is not aware of,- he is in the basement, for now. I will ask today everyone, what we should do with him.

-What do you mean? Kill, and that's it..

-Beckyyy, no,- Freen cut her, and held her hand,- we are not criminals, and we are not gonna go down to his level. We will give him to the authorities and let them decide what to do.

-Freen, that is not going to happen.

-Why, Kathy, you also think, he must be killed?

-Well, he did horrible things Freen, and only because Becky was here to save you, the same thing didn't happen to you. 

-It doesn't matter, we are not gonna kill anyone.

-Freen..

-No, Bec, no, we must give him to the police ...

-No Freen, you know how the police and authorities work, he used to be a police officer, then the government gave him this school and look what he did with it. He will be out in no time, and will do the exact same things again, besides i have a plan, and it won't work if he will be out.

-Freen, she is right, we both know how the power is held and in whose hands, we can't let him go, but Kathy, what is the plan?

-Girls, this is a very old plan, from the first day his foot stept into this building. That same night we knew that this place was going to become hell, and we made a plan to do the revolution. But everything changes extremely fast, it was chaotic and we all lost each other. After years when i made a decision to continu with the plan, i was alone, and i had no one to trust, so i slowly started getting all the necessary papers and people for the revolution, but in this place finding and trusting someone is a hard job. Fortunately for me and unfortunately for him, he keep to many ex-gays here to work, so i found many supporters. We were planning to change everything, starting with paper work finishing with workers with the New Year, so in a month approximately, but then... he took Freen, and i couldn't let him have her, so... we put our plan into action, and not all steps went as it should have, so now i need to make a new work plan for the near future and i need to explain everything to everyone here...

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