Live To Love You Freen&Becky Kathy&Lina

We are sick

-Hey Kathy, can we come in?

-Girls, I had so many conversations today, i don't think i have any energy left.

-Ohh, Kathy please, you cut in the most interesting place.

-Becky, so you know, the fun part of my story is over, that night was the last happy night.

-Really? I thought everything was just starting.

-I was also thinking like that, but that stayed an forever dream...

-Kathyyy,- they both came and hugged me,- we are so sorry, if you don't want to tell us it's okay.

-No, no, Sarocha, it is not, she told us, as she said, the fun part, that was easy and i believe it didn't make a big change for her. The hard part, the traumatic part, that is what she needs to tell and talk about. 

-She is right tough, Kathy.

-Yes, yes, i know.... just give me 15 min to freshen up and make some coffee. 

....

FLASHBACK

֊ You are my bright blue sky in this dark rainier place, you know that? - I was holding her in my arms and looking at her eyes, it was already almost morning so i could see her, especially her eyes,- You are my sky, that i'm looking to and everything momentarily becomes better, I'm forgetting all the bad, there is only me and you, my sky,- i said and kissed her eyelids.

- I'm gonna change my name to Sky.

- Hey, no, I love your name.

- You love my name?

- Yes, I love everything about you... -i almost told her that i love her, ooh, but i think, i do...

It was already 5am, we were still in my bed, she was comfortably squeezing herself under my arm, like a small puppy, who is trying to find mommy's milk. I was hugging her with both hands and trying to inhale every last notes of her fragrance. We were in sweet slumber when the building alarm went off, like a very loud fire alarm. 

Half naked Nel came running to room and we all got up and started dressing.

-Nel, what is happening?

-I don't know, but something not good, nothing good starts like this.

-Lets get dressed into uniforms and wait. 

We all got dressed and stood near the door. 

-Maybe there is fire and we should go out?

-No, it's not fire alarm, it's when something big is about to happen.

-EVERYONE OUTSIDE,- someone yelled from the corridor and we all walked out of the room,

-Stand in a line, people who have black mark near the uniform logo stand under the right wall, the ones who don't have it on the left side, come on faster.

We all started looking at our logos and I haven't even noticed that mine is different then everyone else's. Only I had a black mark from my room and just stood on the other side of the corridor. She was looking at me and i was trying to understand what was happening, because she seemed very worried. She and Nel were looking at each other and whispering something and then looking at us. Nel's girlfriend was standing next to me. 

-Hey do you have any idea what is happening. 

- No, but i don't like this, i can see that they....

-SILENCE.