I lost

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Do you know the feeling when you are walking under the rain and it is getting harder and harder, but you don't care anymore, you are already wet till your bones, and it doesn't matter anymore.

People from around, standing under big and small shelters are watching you and probably thinking who is this crazy person that is carelessly walking under the rain, she is definitely going to get sick.
Does she really don't care?

NO
NO!!!

I don't care.

It doesn't matter

Nothing matters anymore

I don't matter

Actually never did

Never

I give up.

I am giving up

I am giving up on me

I can't fight anymore

I have no power and strength left

I had run

I was running all my life

I run enough from my fate, but at the end of the day it has reached me

Reached me and got me

It has me caught

I lost

I am lost

I am losing me to this reality

I gave it all and I played with everything I had and now I lost

I can't

I can't do anything anymore

I am accepting

I am accepting this reality 

The sacrifice

Her sacrifice

Her deed for me and for us

Everything for nothing

Everything

Nothing

Nothing is important anymore

And

I don't care anymore

Everything is over

Or will be over soon

Will be over

Soon

Everything will be over

It will come to an end

I will come to my end

End

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Please End

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END

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