Live To Love You Freen&Becky Kathy&Lina

Don't hurt her

Becky's POV 

- Freen, i think she fall asleep.

-Yes, i will take her to the bed.

-I'm not,-  i opened my eyes and looked at them,- i just closed my eyes, i'm listening. 

-Let's go to sleep BecBec.

-No, i wanna hear more.

-I want to sleep Becky, tomorrow i will tell you more.

-Let's go, my kitty, i want to sleep too.

-Fine, let's go.

We helped each other to get up and went to our room.

The last days with Freen are just the most amazing, she is so perfect, so warm, so sweet and caring, i wanna be with her all the time, and i am. But still can't find my rest, this place is still scaring me, but for now it's the best one for us. 

I hugged her tightly, trying to feel her with my whole body, with a hope to be able to fall asleep.

-I'm right here with you my love, I'm not gonna go anywhere,- she said into my ear making my body get goosebumps. 

- I know my heart, let's sleep.

After some minutes i felt her body completely relaxed in my hands, her breathing became heavy and slow, she fell asleep. I held her in my arms and watched her sleeping. Last 2 -3 nights I keep having those horrifying nightmares and now i can't fall asleep, i don't wanna have that nightmare again.

....

-Kitty, you are still up,- she woke up and started kissing my cheeks.

-I just woke up, love.

- Are you lying to me? Rebecca Armstrong.

-Sorry, gosh, sorry, yes, i'm trying to sleep ok, i'm trying.

-I'm sorry, I'm sorry my kitty,- she hugged me and let me sink in her hug, this feels so good,- i will help you to relax, hmm? What do you think?

-Ohh, yes?,- i raised my head and kissed her chin,- help me, please. 

-Ohh, my pleasure.... 

She kissed me passionately, slowly, pushing my body on the bed and going over me,

-Just relax and enjoy my queen...

-Ohhmmm, Sarochaaa...

I felt her lips going down slowly from my chest to to my abdomen, she was kissing me so softly, actually like ever, her soft lips were like small cotton candy's that where softly touching my skin and hardly leaving it, even with a feeling that part of them was still on my skin. 

She was slowly going down, but then she suddenly stopped and I felt her fingers softly touching my lower abdomen and then she started kissing and licking my scar. 

-Sarochaa,- I looked down and she was looking at me with teary eyes. She immediately lowered her head and started kissing me again.

- Hey, come here, - I took her head into my hands and brought her to my face,- I'm fine, as long as you don't mind it, I don't mind it either.

- I do mind it.

- Ohh,- a sudden chill ran trough my body.

- Noo, no, I... look at me, I mind it because it's because of me. You have it because of me.

- At first it's not because of you...

-Beckyyyy...

- Sarocha, ok, ok, listen, it's not because of you, it's for you my girl, and as I said, or singed, if you remember, I will do everything for you, there is nothing that I won't do for you. I'm even happy to have this, because, you know, every time I touch it, it's reminds me of you, not like you are leaving my head, but ... when I was without you, I would ran my fingers of the scar and ..... hmmm.... I...