Live To Love You Freen&Becky Kathy&Lina

Can you make me normal?

ATTENTION: ADULT CONTENT

-So, she just came into your bed, kissed you and ran away?

-Yes.

-What happened after?

-In the morning she was the same way, ignoring me, like nothing happened, like it wasn't her kissing me in the middle of the night. 

-You didn't say anything to her?

-What could i have possibly say? Hey Lin, remember kissing me at night? why did you ran away?

-Yes, something like that.

-Becky, we were not like you, open minded, i was very scared. 

-Fine, but what happened after, did you got a chance too talk?

-Kinda, she started participating in the evening conversations, it was only 20 minutes, between dinner and evening classes or before sleep, but it was still a bit of a fun time in our room. So we were interacting, not directly, but it was already something. 

-Oh, they were interacting, Freen.

- What? Don't make fun of me, Rebecca. It was different back then. I wasn't brave at all, I didn't even knew myself good enough, how could I act confidently with her.

-How old were you?

- It doesn't matter, and kid, stop with your sarcasm, Freen, tell your girl.

-BecBec, play softer with Kathy.

-Oh girls, you are just.... ok, you wanna know? She was the spicy one from the two of us. 

- Oh, really, like we didn't guess that already.

- Good, then I don't have to tell you the rest of the story.

- Okay, okay, sorry, we are sorry, please tell us your story, please.

- Okay, but one more sarcastic comment and I'm going to sleep.

- OK.

-But are you sure you are feeling better Becky, my story is not that happy and you'r...

-I'm okay Kathy, i have my most powerful and effective medication, right here, so I'm feeling great,- she was hugging Freen's arm like a baby.

-Okay, good then, so as I said we were having a bit more of a free time in the evenings, so we would talk and get to know each other a little.  But there were never deep conversations. After that night we didn't had a chance to speak, but i was always feeling her gaze on me, and whenever i would look at her, she was panicking a bit and trying to hide from me, she was never asking or answering me directly. I couldn't understand she was shy or was staying away from me....

Flashback

I was already in slumber when i felt her crawling into my bed and her hands going around my body, hugging me, like that night when i was sick. I was ready to melt in her hug and gave myself to her, to let her do with me whatever she wanted to, but also a part of me wanted to understand her and to know what was going on. 

I didn't move and i didn't say anything. Suddenly her chin was on my shoulder and my spine was getting electric shocks because how close she was to me, I wasn't looking at her, but I knew she was looking at me, into me, inside of me. I was so freaking scared to look at her, my heart was beating like the bass drums. But then I felt her slim fingers on my chin, she made me turn my head to her, but I was too scared, I hid my face under my hands. I don't even know why i'm freaking out like this, I mean we have kissed already, she kissed me, so she must like me... aaargh