I'm sorry, Becky

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Becky's POV 

- Were you really thinking you could fool me?

-Dad, I wasn't thinking or planning to fool you or anything like that.

- Really? You thought I wasn't gonna find out about her?

-About Freen?

-YES

-I was sure you would find out about her.

He was kind of in shock from my answer, but didn't take his eyes away from the road.

-You seem so careless,- okay, seems like my plan is working.

-Why would I care?

-What? - oooh, he is in real shock now.

- Yes, why would I care if she was there or not.

- I thought you love her.

-Well, I thought so too.

-And? Or But??

-But, it was just a childish attraction, I was so much into that stupid game, and she was so good in that, that I really wanted to be like her, and I confusion that feeling, I thought I liked her. But actually I wanted to BE like her.

-Hmmm, you are telling me right now, that all that drama that happened last month was just because you were confused?

-Yes, and everyone in my age is going through that, in many different ways. I just needed some time to understand myself,- he was looking at me very strangely.  And I was trying my best to remember everything I have heard in that stupid classes I had for a couple of times.

-Are you sure you don't like her?

-Yes.

-But you were seeing each other every day, all day together.

-No, I have seen her only 2 times, I'm sure you know about the first time already, and the second time when I saw her she was kissing a guy, so, yeah. Nothing much.

-Kissing a guy?

-Hmm,- I tried to seem as careless as possible.

-And what you did then?

-Nothing, it just helped me to realise some things even faster.

-What things?

-Like I just said, that I don't like or love her, so stupid, I'm just 16, how do I even know what is love, right?

-Okay, I see you have changed, Rebecca. 

-Yes, although that place was really really horrible, but it helped me to realise a lot.

-I see, I see,- I really hope I was able to convince him. But I could still feel in his voice, that he was not fully convinced.

....

We were already in my city, but my father was driving not to our home

- Where are you going dad?

- You will see.

-Please tell me,- this is scaring me very much, I really don't like this feeling in my chest, like something bad is happening, and even already had happened.

- Just wait.

 
...

After half hour he stopped near a big house, or better to say in front of its gates.

- Do you know who's house is this?

- No.

- Mister Worstman's.

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