Live To Love You Freen&Becky Kathy&Lina

Truly, madly, deeply

Freen's POV

I had never felt this much pain in my heart I think...

We were looking at each other, both had tears running on our cheeks, none of us was moving... only that one candle on my nightstand...

-No, no, no... you don't belong to them

-Kathy...

-No, you don't

-Kath, don't be naïve, they took me, they took me... they owned me, they have me... I can't change it

AAAAA.... SHITTT... FUCK...

-Lin, no, no, you can, we can, I am here for you, we can change that, they can never touch you again...

-Stop, stop, my love, you, me, we can't change the past, they took me years ago, I gave myself to them, I don't regret my decision at all, no, but also...

-You lost yourself, I lost you... it was a wrong decision, why, why? I still can't understand you...

-It doesn't matter anymore...

-Yes, yes, it does... you did it for me, don't you?

-No...

-Don't you dare to lie me... don't

-Kathy...

-Tell me the truth, I need to know... these 10 years were hell for me, no sorry, sorry, wtf am I saying, right? To you? Sorry... just tell me, please...

-I knew that you were safe... that was enough for me...

-Noooooooo, no, no...

-Please, calm down, my love, I told you, I don't regret my decision, I know that nothing else was gonna stop them... I knew that you ... that... I couldn't let you ... aaargh..

-I got you, you couldn't let them kill me like they killed Roma...

-Yeah...

-No, no, Lin, you gave yourself to them just ...

-Yes, hmmm, I gave myself to them... that is what he used to tell me, whenever I would beg him not to touch me... ¨you gave yourself to us, so shut up¨

-Ohh, Lin, my Lin, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I ... how ... how can I live with this now? Hmm? Have you thought about that? I would rather to die now and then too, then you: being in that situation ...

-I am, sometimes, very, very jealous of Nel, you know...

-Hmmm, me too...

We were again looking at each other and I just open my arms and she just fell into them.

We hugged each other, tightly, tenderly, long, for very long time... we were sitting on the floor, our backs on the bed, and hugged each other, probably for more than an hour... We were not talking, but everything was changing between us and inside of us and inside each of us.

-Lin...

-Please, just a bit more...

-Sure, my love. I just wanna ask something...

-Hmmm?

-Can I please kiss you?

She raised her head from my shoulder her looked at me in surprise.

-You want to kiss me?

-Yes, I mean, of course if you want that too...

-Kathy!

-Yes?

-You want to kiss me?!

-Yes!

-I think, you don't fully understand what they did to me, to my body during last 10 years...