Live To Love You Freen&Becky Kathy&Lina

They have found their forever

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SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL CONTENT

please don't read this, if you are not sure you can handle it

I will leave a short note about this chapter in the beginning of the next one

Becky's POV

-What?NO...No

-Kathy, when? 

-That same day......

-Same? WHY? WHY? WHY?,- this can't be true.

-Bec...

-NO, i don't believe, what happened, Kathy? What happened?

-BecBec,- Freen was looking at me with a face like there was something that i should have already understood.

-What Freen, what? I don't understand? What?

-Becky...

I couldn't understand, i was so emotional, although i didn't even know these girls, but why why... 

-I... no.... - they both were crying and my throat was full with tears, but I didn't want to cry, that would mean that i was accepting their death, but I AM NOT....,- maybe you just don't know, maybe their parents took them too and maybe you just haven't find them, maybe ...

-Becky, they both..... they both died that day. I have seen them both... their bodies...

-Noooo, nooo

We all break down on tears.... just sitting there, on the floor of that evil place, and were silently crying... They didn't deserve it, nobody deserves it... in this place.... this hell on earth

-What happened? - i asked after 20 min, when we all started to calm down a little.

-BecBec...

-Freen, I need to know, did they do something? Did they hurt Nel and Roma?

-Yes, I mean technically only Roma, but Nel died because of that...

-What happened? I don't understand?

-Becky they... that night, they.... they started their gay fixing program, all this I found out later, actually recently, when i got access to the old paperwork and register. This is what was approximately written about that day in the first report book for the government.

¨Report Day 1

The school is successfully taken and the reconstructive process has begun. The building is being prepared to work with its full capacity and will be able to have nearly 70 patients at a time. 

At this moment we have only females here, but our doors will be open for male patients too. 

As for now, we have already begun from today our healing program for the ones who are already here. 

Unfortunately during the process of electric shock sessions, a technical issue has caused one of the patient's  life. The doctor has tried to save her life and did everything in his power, but we were not able to save her life. Doctor also has confirmed the cause of death, as technical issue in electric system.

One more unfortunate event took another young woman's life. As we found out, she didn't want to leave the place with her abusive parents and despite our best efforts, she commuted suicide by jumping from the roof of the building. 

We have witnesses who were in the yard of the building at that moment, her fellow classmates and also some of their parents, and her parents too. So there is nothing to hide.¨

That is what I found out about that day. 

I couldn't handle this anymore, i was just sobbing in Freen's lap.

-How they could put her under electric shock, what kind of people they were?

-They are not people, Becky, and they didn't did that.

-What?

-Is that all not true?

-Of course not.

-Robbins told me later, that Roma died in Nel's hands, in the bathroom of Roma's room, her roommates were there too...

-Kathy...

-They killed her, they.... they... aaay gosh, fuck it... they did horrible things to her, and then when she was almost dead, they brought her back into the room and put her under the shower, naked, all in blood...

-NOOOO, nooo, i don't wanna know...

-Yes, I'm sorry, Becky, I will stop...

-Noo, I'm sorry, it's you who needs us, and I'm acting like this... i just can't believe that this happened in our times, in this world were we used to think we are safe and.... what kind of shit am I talking about, right? I mean just a couple of days ago, the same happened, almost...-i just turned to Freen and took her in my hug,- my heart, I love you so much...

-Hey, kitty, I love you too, please calm down, okay.

-Wait, does that mean they did that to all the girls that night? They were screaming?

-Yes... but not as bad as Roma... but still, all of them were, are traumatised till now, if they are alive....

-Kathy, and you? 

I was very scared to hear her answer...

-They didn't touch me... I don't know why, well I have some thoughts now, after my recent findings, but I don't know... 

-And wait, what happened to Nel?

-She did jump from the roof...

It was silent for a few minutes... Then Kathy continued talking...

-Roma died in her hands, and she, she just, I think, her not only heart but also brain, body, everything, SHE broke down. I have heard from different girls after, that she fought every worker that night, for a month everyone was walking there with bruised faces. Then she screamed, cried and then fought again... nobody was able to calm her down... only after some hours she calmed down, Lin had talked to her, apparently, she calmed down and agreed to go home with her parents, but at the last moment to just ran to the roof and .... she loved her more then anything, more then life and herself, she loved her unconditionally and un... un.. I don't even know... they could have never lived without each other, and they proved it, they proved that their love will win, no matter what, and that they will be together, no matter where... that's what they did for love... and they have found their forever together in a much better place than this hell...

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Hi my dears, 

I hope you all are okay, 

Please take care and yeah, sorry. 

Thank you for reading.