Mature Content-
Jewel's POV
It only takes seconds for Eric to register what I just said before he is unbuckling his pants and tossing them somewhere in my room. He eases me up the bed so that my head lays back against the pillows. I lift up on my elbows and unclasp my bra. The lacy material falls easily off my shoulders and when I'm completely exposed in front of him, he stops for a moment and looks at me with a penetrating stare.
"You have to be gentle." I whisper up to him.
His eyes continue to scan my body, though, examining every inch of it like it's his job. But soon his lips are trailing soft kisses in between my breasts and he has lined himself up with my entrance.
At first, the feeling of him inside me is foreign, like this hasn't happened before but soon he eases himself inside me and I remember exactly how he felt the first time. This time it isn't uncomfortable while it's not exactly pleasurable at first, the pain is no longer as amplified.
Eric intertwines his fingers with mine and brings our hands above my head and rests them on the pillows. He slowly begins to move, keeping eye contact with me the whole time. It's like he is trying to tell me something without using words.
I moan without even thinking as he begins to pick up the pace. Eric lips connect with the crook of my neck and he sucks causing a wave of euphoria to course through me. He's just begun and I can already feel that I'm close to exploding. I pull my hands away from his and wrap them tightly around his neck while I bring my legs up more and lock them around his hips and he continues to thrust.
My fingers dig into the back of his neck, bound to leave marks but this seems to only make him go faster. I hear a faint growl out of him as he pummels inside of me.
So much for being gentle...
I feel my core tighten and within seconds my walls collapse around him as his pace slows. Eric's breathing is heavy and while I might have just completed, he isn't finished.
With one swift motion, Eric flips us both so that I am now on top of him, straddling his hips while he is still inside me. His large hands come around and firmly plant themselves on either side of my hips. I look down at his lustful expression. He licks his lips and he watches me then his eyes come to mine and a rising smirk starts to form.
"You know what to do, baby." He says in a husky voice that about sends me over the edge. I do as he commands and start moving back and forth over his shaft.
This position is especially foreign to me but not something I'm unfamiliar with. I've read and scene plenty of things to know what I'm supposed to do.
Eric's hips buck up to me, telling me to move faster and I do. I sprawl my hands across his large chest as we move in sync with one another and I realize now why he moved us to this position.
While I may have had my moment, he wasn't done. I feel him release in me and a warm feeling washes over my body. It feels amazing...
I lean down and peck his lips several times as we both come down from our highs. He seizes my face with both of his hands and roughly kisses my lips, not letting me move an inch away from him.
We lay for a long time without speaking, just kissing one another and it's the most wonderful thing ever....
But then I remember, I remember that I'm pregnant..with his baby and things can't always be like this..that they will never be like this again. It will never be just the two of us anymore.
But I want this baby.
Don't I?
I shake my head against his rising chest and push the thought out of my mind. I collapse on my back next to him and continue to breath heavy. Eric stands suddenly and walks to the bathroom where he closes the door.
I close my eyes for a few seconds, realizing how tired I actually am. What seems like only a few seconds turns into a few hours. When I wake, the sky is pitch black and I notice that Eric is gone...
All traces of him vanished. I look around the room to see that the clothes he threw are now gone along with my own. Mine have been folded properly and set up on my dresser.
A great sadness washes over me and I can tell that I'm about to cry.
Why did he leave?
Yeah...I'm sorry for taking so long to update and I'm sorry that this chapter is so short. I promise I will make it up to you all. I would still really love some feedback on this, though. I probably won't be able to update until Sunday because I'll be traveling from hear on till then. I hate to leave you guys hanging like this. I'm so sorry!
