Looking to belong

9

Timeskip to morning☆

Arias pov~
I wake up to Ponyboy in the room causing a whole mess on the floor, clothes were thrown everywhere.

"Pony whatcha doin this early".
I say sleepily

Ponyboy turns around to face me for a moment."Lookin for my shirt".
He checks his watch."Dammit im gonna be late for school again!!"

"School?.. Fuck im gonna be late too!!"

"Hey you shouldn't go in today, I mean you need rest".

"I know but.. I haven't been in school since Thursday and now its Tuesday!!"

"Its only 2 days,since the school was closed yesterday ya know, It aint a big deal".

"Pony just-".

"Cmon don't be stressin over school, You gotta rest, Now i better go before im way too late for class!"

Ponyboy walked out of the room and left the house.

I couldn't believe that i completely forgot about school, again.. But if im being honest I don't really care anymore. What im worried about is what Lola is going to say to me once i see her in school later this week.

Im so not looking forward to that, I haven't spoken to her since Thursday morning when she just barged into my house.

Me and Lola had been bestfriends for atleast 7 years now, We met when we were only 9 years old and we were inseparable ever since.

Until now we were anyway. I don't know what had gotten into her lately, she had been hanging around other socs, One of them being Cherry Valance. And shes starting to act like her now.

Cherry seems alright i suppose but she's way more richer than most of us. And she never shuts the fuck up about that.

She isnt someone who I'd want to hang around with either especially with her boyfriend being Bob sheldon. As in Nate Sheldons older brother, My ex..

Now I was starting to overthink it all, about what Lola was going to say to me. I had to stop caring about what she thought or what she thinks is right. I mean what could Lola possibly do anyways?

I got out of bed after a while and cleaned up the room a little. I didn't want to leave a mess in someone elses house.

I went into the bathroom and got ready for the day, I brushed my long black hair and brushed my teeth of course.

Darry had given me a spare toothbrush the day before, well i hope no one actually had used it before..

I didn't change out of Sodas spare clothes yet, since my other clothes were ruined in blood and I didnt have anything else to change into with me.

I walked downstairs to the house being dead silent. Soda and Steve were at the DX working, Darry was also at his work too, Pony and Two-Bit were at school and Johnny was at the lot.

Dallas was probably at Buck's place again doing uh.. Whatever he does I guess. I would ask him but me and Dallas don't get along like that.

Im not really sure why but we always end up arguing over the littlest things.

In my defence though, he just doesnt shut his trap and he keeps pissing me off on purpose.

I really don't see why he needs to be like that, God it's so fucking annoying.

I went into the kitchen and grabbed the first aid kit from the counter, so that I could clean the cuts on my face.

I forced myself into the bathroom to look in the mirror at my face. I looked horrible. There was a huge slit coming across my cheek bone, and under my left eye was black and blue.