the same five letters

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countless attempts to find another one,

i tried, but the hope's end has begun,

real was the ache, deep in the bones,

engraved like a name on my headstone;

just to think of who shall I love,

and who have a charm, so unheard of,

nothing, but only appears in mind,

the same five letters, the same guy.

horrified I stood, hearing howls of yesterday,

ordeals I’ve dealt to vamoose naivete,

nestled in the dark was, for sure, him,

yet this figure I see thrived so grim,

disaster will come forth, I know,

if I let heart be taken by his shadow,

whispers of his voice, his lifeless wraith,

aiming for my endless, bleeding scathe.

then, I caught my hand tied to another,

against all the truths, already uncovered,

on that night, I suppose to forget,

my healing set to fail, soon to regret,

I still fall on the same one I’ve known,

that I know no one can replace his throne,

and I still let his ghost here to wander,

pleasing my heart held captive in somber.

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