I'm exhausted by the fact that you love me,
then never take my side when I face my enemies,
you disliked integrity, all I ever know,
now you slowly realized it wasn't for a show,
wasn't it easy for you drawing swords before my eyes,
then laugh at the fact there are demons I have to fight?
and should you brag about having me at the age of 21,
and watch me suffer at the age so young?
paint me bad in the eyes of your favorite kids,
and with a smile, you ask me for a kiss,
when i fall down, your words break my heart,
now you ask, why we start to fall apart?
you're nowhere to be found when I win,
but come around and mad at me losing,
and I became someone you don't want,
because I suffered so young.
oh, don't wait for time to turn all the tables,
the moment my heart will be disabled,
for people with whom I've grown,
people now bound to be disowned,
I know God forbids us to disrespect you,
but you made hell no longer something new,
if you make a bed, so must you lay on it,
because you suffered a kid.
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ghost town (Completed)
Poetry6th Poetry Anthology l have always wanted my 6th anthology to mirror my current life: dark, desolate, and filled with despair. It's a portrayal of wandering alone in an abandoned town, where escape is elusive, and the place threatens to consume you...