Behind The Mask II Harry Styles #Wattys2015

Chapter 44

Alyssa's P.O.V.

"Come cuddle me." He whined.

"I'm busy writing." I complained. It was bugging me that I still hadn't figured out the next line of my poem.

"Please." He begged. I looked down at him and he had the most adorable pouty face. I couldn't say no to him.

"Okay fine." I smiled. I put my book down on the nightstand and scooted down and got comfortable. I forgot about the soft music I had playing while I was writing. I had my back pressed to his stomach and he had his arms wrapped securely around me with his face buried in my neck. He hummed softly to Ed Sheeran playing in the background.

"Settle down with me. Cover me up, cuddle me in. Lie down with me and hold me in your arms." Played through the speakers as he held me close. I turned around so that I was facing him and I started into his beautiful green eyes. I looked down at his lips and slowly started leaning in. Our lips brushed together and I felt my cheeks heat up. It was really cold in the house but the heat from his body was enough to keep me warm.

"Your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck. I'm falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet. With this feeling I forget, I'm in love now. Kiss me like you wanna be loved. You wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love. We're falling in love." He kissed me passionately and held my face in his large hand. One of my hands was resting on his chest while the other was in his hair.

"I was made to keep your body warm, but I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms." Shivers ran down my body as the song played and Harry kissed me. It was the most amazing feeling in the world. It boggled my mind to think that so much love could be felt just by someone's lips. I had all these different feelings mixed. It was a great and confusing feeling.

I felt nervousness, happiness, nerves, and butterflies all at once. Harry and I seemed so perfect together in that moment. The way he held me made me feel so safe. Our bodies were practically made for each other. He was so perfect to me. I couldn't find a single flaw in him. I didn't know much about him but I wanted to know everything.

I loved the way he made me felt. I loved his personality, the way he talked, the way he would tell horrible jokes and still be adorable while telling them. I loved the way he showed that he cared about something or somebody. I loved the way he tasted. I loved the way he held me in his arms. I loved everything about him. Do I love him?

"You're so beautiful, Alyssa." Harry said, pulling away from me and tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. My eyes examined his face and I admired everything about him. I felt so confused. I wanted to just stop worrying and let myself fall in love with Harry, but I was scared. I have never felt this strongly about anyone before.

It was terrifying because if I did let myself fall, I knew that my heart would be in his hands. It would be safe that way because I trusted him with it. It was in that moment when he leaned in and kissed me that I knew that I was falling in love.

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Awww feels!! I'm sorry this chapter was kind of short compared to my other ones but hopefully you still enjoyed it. Thank you all for reading! ^-^ Love you all! <333