Alyssa's P.O.V.
Dear Diary,
I am so confused. I don't know what I should do. Harry has been acting really strange lately. It's been two weeks since he had one of his "episodes" and he hasn't been the same since. Or maybe it's just me. Maybe I don't trust him anymore. Either way, I don't know how much longer I can stay with him.I thought I could handle him when he was like that but he proved me wrong. He is dangerous and unpredictable. It would be easy to just walk out the door and never see him again. There's just one tiny problem. I am in love with him. I'm a fool for falling in love with someone like him. He intrigued me when I first saw him, and when I talked to him for the first time, I was pulled in by his charm. I can't just leave him. I love the normal Harry. The one who is sweet, charming, caring, and passionate. Not the one who could murder at any moment. He terrifies me when he comes unhinged. I don't know what he is capable of. I just wish things could be back to normal. I miss the days when there was not a care in the world and we could just hang out at home and just being in each others' company would be enough. Now I have to be extra careful with what I say so he doesn't freak out again. The thing that scares me is that I have no idea if he's had these episodes all along or if they just started. I don't know what he's done when he has had them. I just hope everything turns out and we'll be happy together. I love him so much and I don't know what to do. -A.
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This is a very short chapter and I'm sorry about that. I am having a little bit of writers block at the moment and I'm trying to find motivation. I want to get this story finished by the end of this month so I'm gonna try to update more often. I've been having a bit of depression recently so that's also been getting in the way of my writing. It's just been hard for me to write because the story is approaching the end and I'm having trouble wrapping things up. Please let me know what you think is gonna happen next and how you think it's gonna end. Also any suggestions would be lovely. <333
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