You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there.
Alyssa's P.O.V.
"The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth
My final time
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
You're not alone honey.
Never... Never.
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Nothing is ever really forgotten
Please don't hate me
Cause I'd die if you do...."
I wrote the words as they poured out of my heart. As each day passed, my love for Harry grew. I didn't know how, but I had managed to fall helplessly in love with him. I couldn't bear living without him. I would die for him. He was everything to me. He would never know the way his words have haunted me. He said he loved me, but then he hurt me. He said he would change, but he never will. I still love him.
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Behind The Mask II Harry Styles #Wattys2015
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