Behind The Mask II Harry Styles #Wattys2015

Chapter 22

Alyssa's P.O.V.

It's all going to be okay, love. I'm here for you. Always." Harry said, kissing my tear soaked cheeks. 

"Thank you so much Harry. You have no idea how much you've helped me." I said, wrapping my arms tightly around him.

"I can help you get packed if you want and if you need money for anything tell me and I can help you out. I hate seeing you like this." He said softly to me.

"Thank you." We both just stayed there in our embrace, just enjoying the feeling of comfort. I started getting really tired and I felt my eyes growing heavy. Harry's strong arms picked me up and started carrying me to my bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and my eyes fluttered open. He smiled down at me.

"Well I should go now..." He started.

"Okay." I said, sad that he had to go.

"Goodnight, love." He said, leaning down to kiss my forehead.

"Thank you and goodnight." I smiled to him. I shut my door and stripped down to my underwear. I put my pajamas on and crawled into my bed. The warm sheets embraced my small body and I fell asleep thinking about Harry.

My eyes fluttered open and I looked over to see my boyfriend Harry, sleeping soundly next to me. His curls were spread softly across his face with light snores leaving his mouth. I smiled and cuddled up next to him. I placed my lips on his neck and he opened his eyes.

"What are you doing awake?" He asked me in his sexy morning voice.

"I couldn't sleep." I said. He smirked and rolled over and straddled my waist. He kissed my lips and played with my hair. His lips moved down to my neck and his hands moved all over my body. 

~End of Dream~

Harry's P.O.V.

Dear Diary,

After I said goodnight to her I left her apartment, but it was then that I realized that I really didn't want to go. I didn't have the key to her apartment so I snuck onto her balcony. I watched her through the glass doors. I watched as she stripped down her clothes. Her back was turned to me but she still looks so beautiful to me.

I'm outside your balcony. I have a room with a view. I'm watching you. I wait by your door until you're asleep at night and when you're alone I'm there when you turn out the light. I would give anything to run my fingers through her long black hair, to touch her lips, to hold her. I see her but she doesn't see me. I can almost feel her touch, and I can almost hear her anxious breath. I see her face in every place that I walk in. I hear her voice every time that I am talking. I want to creep into her dreams when she sleeps.

I quietly opened her bedroom door and sneaked into her bedroom. The moonlight peeked in through the curtains and landed softly on her body. She looks breathtaking underneath the moonlight. I walked closer and examined her body. The way her tiny body was sprawled out against the sheets, the way her hair was scattered across her pillow, the way her chest rose and fell as she took every breath. I watched the way light snores escaped her perfect lips, the way the moonlight shined brightly on her face, and the way her shirt was pulled up just enough to expose her hip.

I can't take my eyes off of her. She is so beautiful. I am scared of falling in love with her. I want to fall. I want to fall so hard that I can't pick myself back up, but I'm afraid. I don't want to hurt her. She is so beautiful and I don't want to make the same mistake again. I laid down on the bed next to her and snuggled close to her. I kissed her neck and that was when I realized that I didn't want to be just her friend. I stayed there for a while enjoying the feeling. She never woke up.

I want to break down the walls that I've built around myself. I no longer want to keep myself from falling completely and utterly in love with her. I just want her to feel the same for me. I know I'm not the only person she cares about, but at least I'm one. I am a fool for her.

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