Behind The Mask II Harry Styles #Wattys2015

Chapter 60

Alyssa's P.O.V.

I was woken up to my phone ringing. It was my day off so I was mad that someone called to wake me up so early. I was in Harry's bed, but he was not beside me. He has been distant for the past few days. He's just been locking himself in his office and staying there for hours. We haven't even spoken very much. Did I do something wrong? Why was he treating me like he all of a sudden didn't care for me anymore?

Maybe I shouldn't be so stupid and fall so easily. I kept reminding myself that we weren't even together. It just felt like we were. Was Harry just using me? That thought kept going through my mind. There was nothing I could do about it. The squealing sound of my ringtone pierced through my ears and I answered it.

"Hello?" I said with no emotion.

"Hey, Alyssa! How's your morning?" I heard Nate say from the other side.

"I don't know, you woke me up." I said, groggily.

"I always wake you up, don't I?" He chuckled.

"So what do you want?" I asked.

"I was wondering if you wanted to come with me to this new movie. It came out last night and I got free tickets." He said.

"What time does it start?" I asked him.

"3:00."

"Okay that sounds fun." I said.

"Okay meet me at the theater 30 minutes before the movie starts."

"Alright. Bye." I hung up my phone and got out of bed. I took a shower and got ready. I had to start heading out because I wasn't gonna ask Harry to take me. He has been snappy lately and he got angry so easily. I debated whether I should even tell him I was leaving. I decided to just leave. He probably wouldn't even know I was gone. I got my purse and started walking. I knew it was gonna be a long walk so I put my headphones in and dazed out. I got to the theater before I knew it. I went inside and Nate was sitting on a couch waiting for me. I smiled and went over to him.

"You look very beautiful today." I blushed and looked down.

"Are you ready for the movie?" I nodded.

"I can't wait!" We went into the theater and found a seat. The theater was packed. That's what you get for going the day it comes out, I guess. I found out that we were gonna see Ant Man. I was excited because I saw the trailer and thought it looked good. We got a large bucket of popcorn and found a seat. It was really crowded but I was still excited. After all the annoying advertisements played, the movie started playing. I rubbed my hands together and Nate laughed. The movie ended after an hour an a half and everybody clapped. I laughed and we left the theater with a smile on our faces.

"What time is it?" I asked Nate. I had left my phone at home by accident.

"It's 11:00." My eyes shot open.

"Wow. I have work tomorrow." I said.

"Aww I'm sorry. Do you want me to drop you off at home?" He asked me.

"Harry doesn't let anyone come to his house." I reminded him. He frowned.

"That guy is weird. You need to look out for him. Maybe you should move out. Honestly if he won't even let me drop you off at his house, then there is something up."

"Don't say that! Harry is perfectly normal!" I defended him.

"So now you're defending him? Who are you anymore, Alyssa?" He said, anger laced in his voice.

"Alright. Enough." I said huffily, getting into his car. The rest of the car ride was silent and I could feel the negative tension between us.

"I'm really sorry, Lissa. I'm just worried about you." He said.

"It's okay. We always fight over silly things." I laughed. He pulled up outside of town and he pulled over to the side of the road. There was no one else around. I went to open the door but his voice stopped me. I turned and his face was so close to mine. I stared into his brown eyes and he stared into mine. My heart started speeding up at the closeness of our lips. Without thinking, I crashed my lips onto his. He kissed back and pulled me onto his lap.

It felt weird to be kissing my best friend but I pushed the thought to the back of my mind and let my body take over. His lips moved to my neck and I felt him sucking harshly on my neck. I moaned out and felt dirty. I felt a guilty feeling in the pit of my stomach. I felt like I was hurting Harry. I could feel him getting hard and I pulled away. I shook my head.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"This just doesn't feel right." I said.

"Why not?" He looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed together. I glanced over towards the direction of Harry's house. I felt like he was watching me. I don't know why I felt so bad about kissing Nate. I wasn't Harry's girlfriend. This left me confused. Nate caught on and pulled my face back to his.

"Babe. Forget about him. He's not important. Focus on me. I love you. I've known you for years. I can treat you better than he ever could." His words made me think. I did know him better than Harry. I really didn't know anything personal about Harry. Even though he was the man who I gave my first kiss and virginity to. That saddened me. Did he really care about me? He showed that he cared about me but maybe he was just using me. Maybe it was just a show to get into my pants. I didn't know what came over me but I kissed Nate back. I kissed him hard.

"Be my girlfriend, Alyssa. I want you to be mine." He whispered into my ear. I knew that if I thought too long about it I would say no so I just nodded. I needed to give Nate a chance. He really did care about me. I pulled away and got out of the car and started running away without another word. I was scared of what Harry was gonna say. I immedietly regretted that I said yes to be Nate's girlfriend. What the fuck was I doing? I walked the rest of the way home with my head hung low. I just wouldn't tell Harry. I walked up to the door and unlocked it. I went inside and Harry was watching TV in the living room. I tried to sneak past him but he heard me.

"Hello, Alyssa." There wasn't friendliness in his voice. It was cold and distant.

"Hello." I faked a smile.

"Where were you and why didn't you tell me where you were going?" He asked.

"I was with a friend." I said.

"Who?" I hesitated for a second.

"M-Mia." I said, sort of unsure of myself. Something on his voice told me that he didn't believe me.

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