Chapter 11: Bets and dancing

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I dreamed again with my father today. I woke up at 3am and couldn't sleep back again, so now, I have two cups of coffe in my body, and I'll get the third one soon.

I smoked a couple cigarettes coming here, something that Scarlett noticed and she gave me a talk about it. I didn't have the energy to answer her so I just nodded.

After talking aboutit  with Kate the other it's something that doesen't leave my mind. When I was Young, my father and I were really attached. With my mom too, but it wasn't the same thing. He understood me perfectly. We got the same sense of humour, we like the same activities, damn we both are huge fans of Atletico de Madrid. When I got into fights, instead of yelling at me, he helped me to see what I did wrong so I could defend myself better. And yes, I used to get into fights, I'm not the person that stays aside doing nothing.

I really miss having him next to me, knowing that he Will support me no matter what.

I used to visit him everyday after my mom passed away But since I moved here Nobody knew who I was when I moved, and that was amazing. I couldn't stay in Spain after everything, it was impossible. And now that I am Friends with a celebrity and that my company is becoming popular, I'm sure that there Will be someone that Will notice I'm there. After that article I saw of me with Scarlett, I look for things like that everyday, and there are more articles. I don't want my past to chase me here But, I need to talk to my dad. I have to find a way.

Scarlett's POV

Something is off with Celia today. When she arrived, she had noticeable baggy eyes, and it was impossible not to notice that she smoked. I tried to talk with her about it, telling her how that shit doesn't help you, is just mental, I went through that, but she just nodded. I don't think she even listened to anything I said.

After that night at her place, when I told her everything I was living with Colin, I thought that our relationship took another step... That she could trust me... But I don't want to push her to tell me anything, just like she didn't insist with me.

Every minute I spend with her, I'm more sure that what I feel is much more than a friendship. When I saw her laughing with my daughter, I could feel a thousand butterflies in my stomach. And those damn tank tops that she wears, with that nice tatoo she has in her inner bicep So hot The thing is, that I'm not sure what is going on between she and Austin, it's something I can't stop thinking about. I asked her a few times, but I still think there is something.

I'm really scared about what Lizzie can do tomorrow. She is the sweetest person I've ever met, but sometimes I just want to punch her in the face. She is capable of going directly to her and ask her if she likes me, and that's the last thing I want. Ugh, did I do right thing by telling her?

And just like that, morning passed. We went to eat to a restaurant near from the place I wanted to go to buy our clothers. She stayed silence the whole drive. And when we sat on the table table, she still remained silence.

"Are you okay?" I asked, but didn't get any response.

"Celia?" I asked again, putting my hand on her knee, catching her attention now, having those shining brown eyes looking directly at me. It made me a Little nervous, that brown tone is very beautiful, like a mix of coffee and honey.

"Yeah, yeah. I didn't sleep very Good last night, but that's it, don't worry" She answered with a small smile. Why is she lying to me?

"And why is that? What is going on in that head of yours sweetheart?" I asked, and I could see how she blushed a Little, I love that effect I have on her sometimes. She looked at her fidgeting hands, so I put mine over hers.

"Oh, you want renew the photo of that article?" I chuckled, there it was that humour that I missed.

"Yes, I don't like how my hair looked that day" I said, earning a laugh from her. It is starting to become one of my favorites sounds.

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