John Sampson Psychiatric Office, 48th North Street, LV, NV, February 1, 2009

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 "I didn't want to be tied down. I didn't want to let anyone near my body. It seemed strange, like disbelief. It started after my mother's death. I didn't want to tie down to anyone for a long time. I didn't want to experience it again," nervously.

"What didn't you want to experience again?"

"I didn't want to lose the person I loved again. I didn't want to tie myself up because I didn't want to feel the pain and emptiness again."

"Have you ever experienced something in your life that made you doubt this belief of yours?"

"Yes. Yes," I swallowed loudly. "there's a person I have feelings for, and I don't know what to do."

"Do what your heart tells you."

"The heart is just a muscle. What we call love—if such a thing even exists—lies elsewhere," I replied.

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