Saving Sanity: My Chemical Romance Fanfic

Chapter 17 The Hospital

~A/N Sorry for not uploading sooner,…….I promise when May ends I’ll be uploading a lot more often~

Chapter 17 The Hospital

Franks POV

I stared down at her face as I held onto her limp hand. Every once in a while I’d squeeze her hand in the hopes that’d she’d squeeze back but she never did.  She’s pretty much unresponsive. I still couldn’t believe that my beautiful Sanity has a disorder, why would she do this to herself? I mean I wouldn’t say that I was in denial exactly, its just hard to accept. Looking down at her small frail body makes it a little bit easier to accept but I like to think that she’s just extremely petite. I took out my iPod and put it on shuffle. I relaxed a little as the music filled the room quietly but just loud enough that you couldn’t hear the heart monitor. 

“Ewwwww” a voice exclaimed, “What’s that smell?”

I turned around in my chair to se my older brother standing in the door with a balloon and teddy bear in his arms. He had a mock disgusted look on his face and was wearing jeans and a B.O.B t-shirt. We may be related but our style and taste in music was completely different, but I love him anyways. 

“If I knew it smelt like this than I would have bought flowers instead.” he smirked at me. 

“What are you doing here?” My voice sounded really hoarse like I havent talked in while. Actually, now that I think about it, this is the first time I spoken since I talked to Gerard on the phone 5 days ago.

“Well” he walked over to her already crowded window and made room for his gifts. “I heard what happened and I wanted to make sure my little brother was alright and not suicidal or something” 

“Yeah, I bet” sarcasm filled my voice as I looked back at Sanity’s face. 

“No but seriously, how’re you holding up?” this time he sounded completely sincere. 

“I don’t know man, I feel like I’m going completely insane.” then I just started bawling. He just stood there for a few awkward seconds before finally pulling me up off my chair and hugging me. 

“I’m so sorry” he whispered as he patted my back. 

We havent hugged like that since we were little and it was nice in an odd way. He kept whispering soothing words and rubbing my back until there were no more tears. 

“So are you getting her into counseling?” he asked as soon as I calmed down. 

“I don’t want to but I know she needs it.”

“Yeah, it’d probably be in her best interest.” He looked at her relaxed face. “How long have you guys been dating?” 

“For a while, we really don’t keep track”

“Oh. Why not?” 

“We don’t really believe in it, plus in my opinion, Love is timeless and all we need to know is that our love for each other is strong. Ya know?” 

“Woahhhh Bro, that was deep” he teased. 

“Shut up” I chuckled. “And don’t call me bro” 

“Sorry BRO” he put a lot of emphasis on the word bro.

“Ugh” I groaned “Go away!” I sat back down and put my hand back in its rightful spot, in Sanity’s hand. 

“Shit, I gotta go” he exclaimed as he looked down at his watch. “I would feel bad about not keeping you company, but bro, you stink!” 

“Shut up, and I thought I just told you not to call me that”