Saving Sanity: My Chemical Romance Fanfic

Chapter 24

CHAPTER 24

Sanitys POV

We drove to school in complete silence. The only sound was the occasional sigh from Andy and I’m pretty sire he was doing it to annoy me. I stared intently at the passing trees as I thought about our incounter last night. He still had me completely dumbfounded over his stupid façade. Why would he pretend to be someone he wasn’t, it makes no sense, especially when the guy he’s pretending to be is arrogant and the real him is a really nice guy. I mean yeah, all guys can be jerks but that’s better than being a douche. But I guess that’s what makes it worse, the fact that he was pretending to be something he’s not. He’s a fake, a big, fat, stupid fake. I rubbed my temples, attempting to rid away the headache that was threatening to start. Everytime I try to figure him out I always end up causing myself a headache. A sudden sharp sigh interrupted my deep thoughts. 

“What do you want now?” I asked with annoyance, he was really getting on my nerves today. 

“Oh nothinggggggggg” he stared at the road, acting as if he wasn’t sighing purposely, just to annoy me. 

“Well, what ever you say I guess” I turned my attention back to the window, staring at the passing trees once again. 

I was watching the trees zoom by when another loud sigh sounded through out the car, only this one was louder and longer. I would of ignored it but enough was enough. 

“Jesus christ, what the fuck do you want?!” I snapped. I glared at him as he smirked and kept his eyes on the road, completely ignoring my outburst. 

“Seriously, dude, you’re starting to piss me off!”

Instead of answering me he let out another annoying ass sigh. I sighed in frustration and punched his arm as hard as I could. I’m normally not a violent person but he always brings the worst out of me and I havent known him very long. 

“Ow” he winced, rubbing his arm as if it hurt, “What was that for?!”

Seeing his shocked face really made me want to laugh but I somehow managed to keep an angry face. “What the fuck do you want?! Why do you keep sighing?!”

He studied my face for a few seconds and then suddenly burst out in a fit of laughter.

“WHAT?!” I yelled, getting more and more annoyed. 

“You……..should……..see……your face” he gasped. I stared at hi, as his body shook with laughter. I tried really hard to keep a straight face but I couldn’t, I suddenly burst out into an uncontrollable fit of giggles. Our bodies shook the car with laughter and no matter how hard we tried to stop we just ended up laughing even harder. We laughed for a good five minutes when we finally managed to control ourselves and the laughter died down. 

“I haven’t laughed that hard in ages” Andy said, trying to catch his breath. 

“Really?” I asked somewhat shocked, “I used to laugh like that all the time when I was with….” I paused as the pain overcame me, “Frank” I whispered. I could feel tears prickle at me eyes as I thought about the time Frank and I shared together. I held my breath, willing the tears to not spill over. Franks was really the only person to ever see me cry and I was not about the change that. I would not let Andy see me cry. I rubbed the tears away with my thumb and put the thoughts of Frank in the back of my mind. Thinking of him was only appropriate when I was alone.