"𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥."
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Poems which are a raw and unfiltered expression of inner turmoil and emotional turbu...
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These days, my mind just goes numb. I feel myself drifting away to a space where no one will disturb me.
I think about death more often than I should, and I can feel myself falling down yet again into the deep, dark hole inside my mind.
Never give up; keep fighting. That used to be my life's motto. But what if I'm tired of fighting? Tired of restricting myself from what I truly feel...
Where were you when I needed you the most? All of you left me when I needed you the most, when I was dying, and you all acted as if it were totally fine.
Why? I was just a child back then; what did I ever do to you to make you act this way towards me?
You saw me crying and laughing; you saw me hurting, and you fuc*ing laughed.
It's funny, isn't it? How would the people you would do anything for leave you to die like you meant nothing to them? Maybe I didn't; maybe I trusted them too much.
Sadly, it is what it is. I will never trust anyone that way ever again, because I don't think I'll be able to survive this kind of pain and hurt once more.
