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You can never know what's going through the other person's head

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You can never know what's going through the other person's head.
They could be smiling at you and still be thinking about killing themselves.

I know, because yet again, I've been there and done that.

Music helped me a lot.
It was there for me when I needed something to hold on to; it was something that I could always relate to.
The lyrics made me feel understood and heard, unlike other things in my life.

You cannot judge a person by the choices they make because you never know what options they have.
At least they chose to survive.
On the other hand, I chose the other option, and yet again, I failed.

I always feel like a failure, no matter what I do; it just never seems to be enough for anyone.

Physical pain is the only thing that helps me escape the prison, which I have made up in my own mind; pain cuts pain out for me.

I am terrified of myself and of what I'm capable of doing to myself and others around me. There's just so much hate, rage, and anger built up that I never learned a way to release it.

All because I didn't want to make the other person in front of me uncomfortable, I destroyed myself in the process.

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