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I could feel myself breaking more and more with every single word that left your mouth

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I could feel myself breaking more and more with every single word that left your mouth.

Pain spreads throughout my heart, and I curse myself again for thinking that you would change.

My brain begs me to end it all, but I can't. I need to hold on to something. Anything.

If you never wanted me, then why am I here?
I didn't ask for this. You did.
Then why do you keep on killing me every single fuc*ing day?

Your words are like knives that keep on stabbing me just enough to hurt but not kill.

I want to love you, but every single day you give me a new reason to hate you instead.
Why?

These days, the only way I can let my mind rest is to cry myself to sleep.
But then, the very next morning, you come and stab yet another knife in my heart.

People around me say that you love me.
Is this what love feels like?
Is this how much love is supposed to hurt?

You not only hurt me yourself; hell, you allowed other people to hurt me even worse.
Is that what a person who loves you does?

You make me want to abandon this world altogether, just so I can get away from you.

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