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Part 11

The weekend was over, and Monday was here. I was exhausted after clubbing with Dennis and his friends this weekend, but it was a good distraction for me.

This morning I avoided the café and went straight to the theater. I wanted to avoid seeing him as much as I could and all weekend, I had been telling myself that Dennis was right. It was a crush, and it was going to pass.

I sat down on the chair in the theater room and discovered that I was one of the first to arrive. I scrolled on the phone while I waited for everyone to come and suddenly, I heard Alva's voice. "Billie, I want to talk to you."

I looked up at her and to my surprise she was alone. I got up from my chair and followed her outside the door. I had no idea what she wanted to talk about, but she looked like she had been crying all morning. "This will sound so fucking stupid, but was it you or William who wanted to continue after I left?" Her question amazed me. "Tell me the truth," she added shortly after.

The truth was that I wanted to keep going, but he was the one who moved himself on top of me and asked if I wanted to continue.

"I don't remember. I think we thought you'd be back soon, and it was over right away." I said, expecting a slap. "Yes, he told me it was over quickly. Why?" Alva crossed her arms. "Was it because he liked it?" she added, and I didn't know what to answer her.

A flashback came up of his face with his mouth panting, his strong arms holding my body against his, and the steamy kisses while he moved inside me. "I can't answer that, Alva. Maybe because he'd already been inside you."

Alva exhaled heavily and I saw tears falling down her cheeks. "I don't know what's happening with us. When we had sex during the weekend, I couldn't stop thinking that his cock had been inside you. We've been together for two years and I don't know why I wanted to have a threesome," she sobbed.

I hugged her comfortingly and couldn't let go of the thought that I had destroyed what they had built up together over those years. Just like Dennis mentioned, I should be glad I'm not the girlfriend he was cheating on.

"I'm so sorry Alva. I don't know what I can say or do to make you feel better." She moved away from me and wiped her tears. "Just promise me you'll never have sex with William again and I will be fine," she said with a short chuckle, waving her hands on the sides of her face. "Oh my God, believe me, it won't happen again," said I, feeling quite convinced of the matter, until I saw William coming walking towards us.

My brain stopped working right away and just the sight of him affected my body. "Hey Billie," he said, putting his arm around Alva's back. "Hi," I said briefly, watching as he leaned down and kissed her. I bite my tongue as I watch his lips embrace hers, fully aware of what a good kisser he is.

'Stop staring at them.'

The worst part was that I saw how William looked at me while he kissed Alva. I shook my head lightly at him and walked back into the theater room.

Throughout the day, I had to sit and watch them make out with each other. The problem was solved between them after Alva had talked to me. Sure, I should be happy for them, and it was seriously time for me to let this go now, once and for all.

'Keep telling yourself that.'

As I was about to leave the theater, I heard Alva call out my name. I stopped at the main entrance and turned around. "Would you like to have dinner with us tomorrow night? I want all three of us to be friends again," she asked, not seeming to stop surprising me. "I don't know if I can. I'll see my friend tomorrow."

"Bring her too if you want," she replied quickly. "It's a he and I don't know if that's a good idea," I said in an uncertain voice. "Please? I want us to be able to continue to be friends." How could I say no to that? The girl was a diamond with a heart of gold, literally. I don't know if she did this for her, William, or all of us, but I'll give her credit for making an effort.

"Okay, but no alcohol this time," I said, sharing a brief laugh with her. "See you at seven o'clock tomorrow!" she said, disappearing towards William who was talking to one of the teachers.

I must be crazy; I thought all the way home. I can almost see Dennis' reaction in front of me when I tell him we're going to dinner there.

Once I got home, I lay down in the bathtub and listened to 'ABBA - Mamma Mia.' I took the shampoo bottle and started singing along with the song for a moment.

The lyrics made me think of William again and I tried to shake him off, but I couldn't. If I hadn't bumped into him that day at the cafe, I might. . . No, I would have noticed him anyway as soon as I had seen him in the theater room.

Suddenly I started thinking about what Alva said today. They had had sex over the weekend, and I felt myself getting jealous. My head and heart were torn in different directions and no matter how I tried to stop thinking about him and be a good friend to Alva, I lost myself in him.

I set the bottle on the edge of the tub and closed my eyes as I let my hand slide down to my vagina. I rubbed over my clitoris and caressed my breasts while fantasizing it was William touching me. In the end, I got so horny that I took the shower handle and let the water satisfy me. I moaned loudly as I reached climax and felt my body relax contentedly.